El mundo hoy

Apresada

2010-10-04T20:08:00.001+02:00

Las manos atadas
La razón abandonada
Así quedé apresada
Mi vida parada

Las luces se apagaron
Las flores marchitaron
La sonrisa desaparecida
Mientras tú flotabas

Estabas pero me dejabas
Tu mirada se perdió
El dolor paró mi corazón

Dejé de ser, de ser yo
Juré lo mejor por tí
Pero apenas pude seguir

En un laberinto me adentré
Perdí la cuerda que me unía
Hasta mi nombre se esfumó
Y tanto dolor nubló la razón

Sin ti no puedo, sin tu lucero
Tus palabras sabias, daban vida
Un barco a la deriva bajo el torbellino
Perdí el rumbo de mi destino

Viró mi barco y atrapado por algas
Temores, miedos me frenan y encallan
Que absorben la voluntad

Atrapada cual incauta milenaria
Guiada por mentiras y falsas verdades
Hay que quebrarlo todo para empezar

Yo sóla no me atrevo
Me falta creer en lo mayor
Sin fé en tí, jamás caminarás

No te adentres al bosque
Donde no ves y te perderás
Pero sientes e imaginas con verdad

La lluvia te golpea, y no sientes
Las hojas tintinean, y no oyes
La luz resplandece, y no ves
Caes al vacío, al frío río

Renace tu alma, tu co-razón
Respiras un nuevo aroma
Vives, de nuevo vives
por tí, y al fin sola

¿Que importa ya el camino?
¿Los golpes del destino?
¿Los caminos ya perdidos?

No todo es imposible
Sigue caminando con decisión
Nunca dejés de oirte, corazón

(2 de octubre de 2010)

Sin motivo

2010-10-04T20:06:00.001+02:00

me despierto con sueño
me acuesto sin ganas
las palabras perdieron el alma
y ya no tengo dueño

me asías a la vida
tuya era sin pedida
y el sentido se marchó
cual flor marchica de calor

sin motivo, vivo
sin metas camino
perdí mi destino

tiempo que me mira
se burla de mi perdida
sin motivo, con herida

me ayudabas a seguir
y te elejé de mí
errores de decidir
falta de elegir

reacciones a las acciones
provoqué a las conclusiones
y ninguna me valía
con ninguna me alegré

sin motivo, te anhelo
y las palabras se pierden
y las acciones no se sienten

las lagrimas no curan
dejé de sentir, insegura
pierdo y tengo, sin motivo

Casi no

2010-10-04T20:04:00.001+02:00

Cual danzan los dados
cuanto dañan los dardos
caminos y entresijos
palabras y acertijos

En este mar navego
sin mas que un ruego
temiendo el destino
del caprichoso juego

azar que me dominas
suerte que fascina
mentiras y patrañas

teje cual araña
y casi no, de suerte
ya no puedo verte

he perdido el brillo
la ilusión de quererte
he perdido el motivo

la sonrisa es una mueca
cual tejedora sin rueca
trato en vano mi trabajo
pero a inutilidad rebajo

casi no me conozco
concluyo en mi pensar
dicharrachera solia estar

silencio es mi compañero
de noche y dia, te pierdo
mis errores asi se pagan
es verte alejar cada mañana

dolor que no disipo
heridas que no curan
casi no, lo reconozco
mis fallos nos dañan

aguijón de la razón
clava y no sana
esta amarga mañana

Subida y caida

2010-10-04T20:03:00.000+02:00

La luz hace crecer las flores
El sol calentando docenas de arboles
pero yo estoy caída
atrapada y no libre

Muy lejanos quedan los buenos tiempos
Demasiado tarde para actuar correctamente ahora
Seguir sonriendo, se vuelve inútill
Por la acusación que crece

Puedes estar orgullosa de tu delito
Hiciste enojar a los angeles, sumisos
¿Aún te debo algo?
¿No te ha pagado mi corazón?

Nada es suficiente para un buitre
Todo lo quieres y pudres, corrupto
Transformas bendición en maldición
Tu sentencia aún estrepitosa

Pronto será tarde para remediarlo
Sin día para lamentarlo
Y el dolor seguirá creciendo
se derrumbara con tristeza

Las lágrimas no van a limpiar
el daño que has hecho
Finge que quieres que me quede
Tus palabras tañen mis huesos

Sin alma me has dejado
Tu lengua envenenada, buscona
Sobrevive succionando esperanza, malvada
pero éste no será mi turno

(15 de febrero de 2010)

Raise and Fall

2010-10-04T20:02:00.000+02:00

Light grows up flowers
Sun warming dozen trees
but there i'm fallen
trapped and not free

Too far are the good times
Too late to act well now
Keep smiling, turn uselss
For the blame that grows

You can be proud of your crime
Made the angels frown, cringe
Do I owe you a thing anymore?
Didn't my heart has paid you?

Nothing will be enough for a vulture
All you want all you rotten, corrupt
Turning bless to curse
Your sentence crashing on

Soon it will be late to mend
No day to be sorry
And the pain will grown in
will collapse with sorrow

Tears won't wash away
the damage you've done
Pretend you want i stay
Your words ring my bones

Souless you turned me
You poison tonge, seeker
Survive sucking hope, wicked
But it won't be my time.

(15th february, 2010)

La séptima capital

2010-10-04T20:01:00.000+02:00

Conquistador ya cansado
Descubridor olvidado
¿quien te hubo amado?
Camina y sin rumbo

Hoy te venció el todo
Te pierdes en el recuerdo
Te enfrentas a tu miedo
Batallas, heridas, lodo

Pronto olvidé tu rostro
Lejos quedará tu logro
Condenado y libre soy
Sanador y pecado doy

A la última ciudad vas
cruzaste hacia la ira,
ignoraste la humildad

atraviesas la envidia
abandonas la vanidad
sólo la rueda te espera

Llegaste a tu triste fin
el día que cayó tu ser
Soberbia mató a timidez
preso a oscuro confín.

(10 de febrero de 2010)

Tu sombra

2010-10-04T19:57:00.000+02:00

El sol se tornó penumbra
La lluvia se volvió río
El calor llamó al frío
y mi alma se derrumba

Tan pronto marchaste
Tanto aún permanece
y la flor no florece
Así pues cambiaste

Todo gris tiene tenue matiz
Y en el silencio pregunto
¿dónde quedó el tono?

Toda materia tiene fin
vulnerable, ¿que importo?
superable, ¿que aporto?

Necesidad y Voluntad
se desconocen, como yo
se olvidan, y si creyó
Todo fué pasaje fugaz

Tiempo que no vuelve
Lugar que no permanece
Estado que desaparece
Y en cambio envuelve

¿dónde quedaste, viajaste?
¿dónde llegaste, hablaste?
Retorica inservible

¿que mal tú hiciste?
¿un camino elegiste?
Y tu sombra se quedó

(7 de febrero de 2010)

(Un)Break(able)

2008-11-15T15:27:00.002+01:00

(Un)Break(able)

It will last?
It will end?
It will hurt?
It will break?

I fear to be wrong
I doubt to be right
but there must be some truth
as I can't think different now

Don't want to harm you
Don't want to be hurt
Something tells me to go on
May my head speaks different

I fear the message it says
I fear the form it takes
I fear how deep it can be
I fear it digs and grown on me

Will it end or last?
Will it be right or wrong?
We will end broken?
Or we will fix it till it fits?

Each night i look forward
I look back to meet us
secretely, privately, unique
it brings light on the dark night

I count backwards when you go
I can picture us together
The better scene i've ever seen
I feel you around me all the time

The light that guides me
a warm arm on a cold night
a whisper on a silent night
That's you to me, unbreakeable.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(29/10/2008)

Thousand Lives

2008-11-15T15:27:00.001+01:00

Thousand Lives

I was just wasting time
just sat inside my car
looking around me, us
people walking in a rush

they always busy to get somewhere
where they go? what they do?
i wonder, staring at the trace they leave
i picture lives, one, two, three

holding hands, separated, opposite
everyone goes beside each other
and most them even don't care
does it makes you feel something?

i was just wasting time
looking at everyone going up and down
road, street, square, i chase them
i live in them, for just a minute

nor more, not less, no wonder
they are in a rush, to somewhere
what if they get lost?
what guides them to what to do?

i was just wondering how they are
off their daily lives, off their boring work
when they lay to rest, when they wake up
how they are ones with the others?

i lived thousand lives
it took me a few time
just wondering on my car
trying to know what was around.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(09 November 2008)

Hundred Days

2008-11-15T15:25:00.000+01:00

Hundred Days

half a year has passed
and here i am stucked
i can't go back or keep on
since i heard those words

beautiful melody
that i ever heard
just a warm whisper
can't avoid to cry

is it too late to try?
true or not, here i am
words that heal this heart
wishes that we share

but is the time that makes us wait
is the lenght that makes us stop
stand on a rainy night, for a feeling
awake on a cold place, for you

there's one thing i only need
hear you again, feel you again
close to me, all my problems vanish
opposites and needed we are

you are the sand that needs me
i am the tear that falls into you
i am the air that floats on the hill
you are the bird that flies up the sky

months have passed and i here i wait
for the next chance to come
to see you another night
the one when our hearts met

nothing to fear now
just want to make you smile
is it too late to try?
a new land is behind that bridge

will you wait me there, at the other side?
i will walk firmly, i won't slide
this feeling makes me strong
no pain will hit me anymore

Ariadna Squire Damique
(18-10-2008 Saturday)

Tear the ocean

2008-11-15T15:15:00.000+01:00

Tear the ocean

deep in blue
on open space
me in the middle
trying not to sink

i can't cry any longer
i can't wait anymore
i can't avoid this feeling
i can't hide this fear

i will tear the ocean
nothing will stop me
just a voice i need to hear
just a hand i want to hold

nobody can ease my fear
nobody can keep my hopes
i won't give up now
i won't drift in this water

deep blue ocean surrounds me
no rocks i could stand in
alone, empty and full
i can't go on that way

give up to blame me
give up to break me
come and hold me close
don't hide this love anymore

i can't go on this way
i can't beat my heart, broken
i can't fix the fears, hurting
words unsaid, sights unseen

i will tear the ocean
nobody can know why
just the words i need to hear
just your heart been opened for me

try it once, look at me and tell
close your eyes and say the truth
hear your heart and feel it deep
as deep as the blue ocean that opens

it opens to take me
it opens for the love to come
it tear as my heart stops
just waiting for your words

Ariadna Squire Damique
(27/09/2008)

Staring star

2008-05-30T23:06:00.002+02:00

Staring Star

There you were above me
Looking down to me
it made me feel so small
just staring, just a glance

tiny lights in the sky
guide me home at night
blinking and shinning,
birds singing a melody

you are staring at me
until you get to my soul
if i feel lost now, i jut need
to look up at you, shining over me

will you guide me back?
will you meet me on the road?
the bigger one you are, holding the dark
a window on cave, let light come through

tiny lights in the night, blue and white
guided me back home when i was lost
colours and silence, weight all
the biggest bear, not to fear

just i was glancing at you
when you crossed fast, like a flash
your light may let me blind
but i won't give up staring at you, star

care me with your eye
just the moon shades you
make me feel home, i am cold
warm me with your light, shine in the dark

Ariadna Squire Damique
(30-05-2008)

Quinta do Paradiso

2008-05-28T00:24:00.002+02:00

Quinta do Paradiso

Look to the horizon
no end, no limits, no lines
open sky above you, floating
no borders to stop us, freedom

just see on the lake
the surface reflects, like a mirror
the clouds drawing shadows
the tree coming on, not sinking in

the open field welcomes you
flowers that bloom, colours and smell
them will guide you home, here
welcome to paradiso, your place

here we'll be, together
hold me, kiss me, love me
no worries, just enjoy it
that is our little place, quinta

birds that sing melodies for us
the leafs moved by the wind, dancing
we lying down next the lake, reflections
where above us the clouds dance

welcome to our place
our little land, the one we own
nobody is the boss nobody the clerk
hold me, let's run together to our land

no fears, just hope and dreams
just you and i, just smiles and sights
in this land we own, drawings in the sky
shadows on the lake, it explains our minds

just come close, no laws to fear
meet me on the field, nothing to avoid
just be yourself, me and you tonight
just hold me tight, and come to paradise

Ariadna Squire Damique
(27-05-2008)

Stone Town

2008-05-26T11:08:00.003+02:00

Stone Town

Time has stopped
no future, no past
the path is of stone
it takes you to town

follow the pieces,
all fixed like a frame
curious draws it forms
follow the stories it tells

sounds and colours come
come to your mind, pictures
stories that will born, soon
stories that are faded in time

History written by old men
stories lived by young kids
in the middle, middle age
together a family, History

This town made of stone
this makes us strong to grow
if we are the stone, who fix us together?
who makes us a be a frame?
together we will remain

the watchful eye look at us
from somewhere up our heads
listening to our fears, bringing hope
is just a castle up the stone town
look down to the river, care your child

Ariadna Squire Damique
(26-05-2008)

Daisy Poppy

2008-05-26T10:53:00.003+02:00

Daisy Poppy

Here she comes, smiling
wearing flowers in her hair
coloured crown she has
yellow, orange, blue, red

here she is singing
melodies of joyful
her bright eyes
fills the place

hypnotized by the song
as if she were a siren on a shore
will she make us sin, not?
will she forgive our mistakes?

what's her name, someone asks?
Daisy poppy, bloom blaum,
she comes on jumping, like a child
come up the castle, come to your place

flowers grow behind her
follow them, your way home
up the hill, look down to town
a rainbow in the field

colours that shine, flowers that dance
all down to your feets, waves in an ocean
smell the scent coming out the stamen
feed yourself with it nectar, stigma

she is a blossom, cheerful girl
wearing a crown of flowers
she is prima vera, coming to town
from the lights of the castle she comes

follow her way, follow the flowers
them along the river up to the hill
no stones in this path, just roses
just light and smiles, up to the castle.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(26-05-2008)

Solitude

2008-05-26T10:42:00.003+02:00

Solitude

Be on an open field
and feel trapped in
Be with your friends
and feel alone, lonely

is me and my solitude
the shine and the shadow
is me and my own mind
the rain and the sun

open empty spaces
flowers that grows
in front of you
the scene changes

do you care for a drop?
do you care for a tiny ant?
do you feel your heart beating?
do you have any feeling?

is me and my solitude
we walking together
the shadow and the shine
the armour that i wear

grey and blue, silver and ocean
one and two, together
mix them, create, destroy, born
is my loneliness who speaks

a tiny candle enlight the room
a room where i felt all alone
a dark place, red curtains
no light outside, just shade

hold your silver sword
battle against my demons
i can't do it alone, chevalier
come and rescue me, lost

is me and my solitude
alone in a crowd
silent in front the audience
fears and hopes make me small

i am stand in front them all
thinking, waiting, their reacts
but is me who has to act
how to, when you are just solitude

Ariadna Squire Damique
(26-05-2008)

Walking alone

2008-05-21T14:08:00.002+02:00

Walking alone

I was down the city
walking down to town, alone
not caring too much on the way
a car is close to hit me

be careful girl
be yourself dear
don't lose faith
keep on your way

walking through the stones
tiny pieces on the road
a sound come from somewhere
that drills my mind now

be cheerful girl
be proud dear
don't get lost in the heart
keep beating that rhythm

the heart of the city are you in
old and new get mixed
roads and streets, colourful and dark
smells come in, old fresh perfum around

be awake girl
go ahead dear
don't fear what is to come
keep hoping for the best

don't fear to walk alone
as much as you are still there
don't mind, just be and do
do what your heart tells you to

I was walking to the city heart
I was not caring too much, but it does
a car close to crash, I beat
don't change yourself dear, alone

Ariadna Squire Damique
(21-05-2008)

Keep on shining in the sun

2008-05-18T23:56:00.002+02:00

Keep on shining in the sun

when i was under the storm
you were the one that cared
when i was feeling down
you wer the one beside me

you bring back the hope
you gave me your crown
you bring back my power
you eased my fears

you showed me again
you guided me on this town
not fearing to be a clown
your fun made me smile

when i was down, you pulled me up
when i was lost, you gaved me a map
when i was alone, you were next to me
you are my compass, you are my soul

when i felt alone in a crowded place
when i felt drifting, sinking on this sea
you came and bring me hope, and warm
because you always said that,
keep shining in the sun

we are tiny stars, holded up
we float in the space, no strings needed
we shine, we blink, as we breath and beat
we look to the earth from the sky

up we fly, never to stop
no wings needed, no fears to have
all is in our hands, we can weight all
as much as we keep shining in the sun.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(18-05-2008)

What do you mean to me

2008-05-18T23:46:00.002+02:00

What do you mean to me

I've been awake
I've been wating, (in vain?)
I've been fighting
I used to be weak

but you fill my void
you fill those days
you make me feel
myself again, renewed

i can't explain now
what do you mean to me
what you make me feel
but i'm sure i want you

i don't want to quit me
i don't want to give it up
you renew me, you know me
let me grow, help me smile

i can't thank you
all what you do to me
all the good you make me feel
all the feelings you let me know

what do you mean to me
it can't be explained in ink
it can't be explained by voice
just who knows you can say

you never make me feel down
you always cheer me up, make me smile
you let me grow, made me old and wise
you turned me into bronze and glass

i can't thank you what you do to me
nothing i will do would be enough
because all i know is thanks to you
just i can't explain, what you mean to me

Ariadna Squire Damique
(18-05-2008)

What do you ... ?

2008-05-17T19:03:00.002+02:00

What do you...?

simple question, complex answer

proverbs are the village laws

laws are a waste of time, a fake

just a lie, to hold on, a true to be

many questions on my mind

many answers to come yet

no way to match them right

just is it what do you....?

what do you want

what do you need

what do you wish

what do you are

them are one

them make you be

them are different

them are opposites

how to match them right?

How to answer them now?

Do I know them?, can I?

If I am lost, if I can't find me?

On a maze that I've built myself

on a cave where I hide myself

why for?, why to leave it?

Fears and hopes battle in me

what do I want is what I need

what do I wish I what I want to be

what I need is what I am

what I wish is what I want

them are one

them are opposites

just a reflection, a shine

just a shadow, the dark

throw the dice once more

show your cards again

is that a game?

Is that a true thing?

Who knows? Who cares?

Can you answer me?

Not from your heart

just a question, simplify.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(17-05-2008)

You are wasting me

2008-05-17T18:59:00.001+02:00

You are wasting me

oh dear, i'm here for you

i've been waiting for you

I want you so much

but we have to give it up

it will break us

it will tear us

that is dragging me, kills

you are wasting me

i've been killing time, with you

i've been looking for me, in you

i've been loving you, to love me

i've been lost and still I am

there you were, glad to meet me

you gave me all I wanted

but it is never enough, never

I want more and more, come again

I can wait you more

come to the end, come in

I can't explain how I feel

I need you fill me,

I want to explode with you

let us die and born

let be one and two, opposites

I can't hold it more

my heart stops when you leave

I beat when you come, but more

I need more and more of you

I need you to wake up

I need you to sleep,

I need you to breath

I need you to be

to be myself, I need

I know it doesn't makes sense

but is the truth, how I feel

I am lost without you

but I can't have more of you

for the time being, we had been any more

for the time to come, I need you beside me

for the time we are, I am as you are for me

you are here, you are wasting me

I can't give you more than me

you can't give me more

but I need you so bad,

I can't quit you baby, never

come and waste me

come and make me spin

come and slave me

come and save me

you are wasting me

I need that you empty me

I need to fill you

I need we change together

I can't give you up

I can't go on, i'm stucked

I can't stop or run

please do waste me again

there is no lose or winner

there is no king of queen

there is no warrior or villager

just you and me, waste me

Ariadna Squire Damique
(17-05-2008)

Flames

2008-05-17T18:54:00.001+02:00

Flames

I had lost this battle

here I am, a prisioner

i'm ready to my punishment

here I am, my hands are tied

i'm tied on this wood

my hands up my head

I can't move, can't escape

destiny has surrounded me

there you are, down my feets

holding your arms, proud of it

approach your torch to those woods

make sure it burns, flames will grow

here I am, i've been judged

I had never compared, or judged

but i've been accused, just to be

just to be myself, for my behave

flames grow, them come close

will burn my toes, will burn my feets

here I am tied, surrounded

come on, come on, turn me to ashes

I need it now, I need this fire

come on, burn me, come and waste me

I need to leave, to can be

I need to go, to can come

Ironical? Paranoical?

Who is never like that?

Who is always one, one side?

The dice has been thrown, down

flames grow, them burn me,

turn me to ash, make me vanish

let my soul leave me

let my mind goes, to come back

do I fear your words?

Do I was misunderstood?

I don't care, I didn't saved me

I need you waste me, I need those flames

them will purify me

them will vanish me

them will grow, on me

I will born again

Ariadna Squire Damique

(17-05-2008)

I can't put you down

2008-05-16T02:57:00.002+02:00

I can't put you down

Here I am once more
Who will surround this time?
I stare at you, but nothing come
I am as dry as the ink i use

Nothing new comes these days
it worries me, i fear you've gone
don't leave me now, don't go today
don't let me down, don't turn and leave

I am weak, surviving alone
I am down, crawling down
don't leave me now, help me to go on
don't drag me down, pull me up

make me fly again
make me smile, proud
make my heart beat, glad
make me love you one more time

I am dying without you
there's no room to breath now
my blood stops running
I am losing, I am left, drifted

Come back to me
sit beside me, as you did
whisper in my ear, all I need
hold me tight, don't leave me

because I need you so much
I can't put down all that
no papers could explain that
no ink is enough to write down

you ease my worries, everything brights
you worry when I don't ask you to
you make me smile, with your shy details
you make me feel right, just next to you

don't go and leave me now
I need you as flowers need the sun
come and pour yourself on my garden
I can't put you down yet

I can't write in order
I can't describe you, how you make me feel
I can't say aloud how much I need you
I can't write it in a way it makes sense

wind blows on my face
me surrounded, in the ground, lying dead
you came to rescue me, whisper to me
make me breath again, bring back my sense

I was lost until you came
I was sinking in until you rescued me
I was dying until you made me beat
I was waiting for you all this time

Promise me you won't leave
I count down the time that rest
I count until we meet again
I can't put you down anymore

I don't make sense myself
until I talk to you, brieft but enough
you are what I need, to smile
waiting for you, a brief talk i know

cheer me up once more
make me smile, take me close
I don't fear this love, do you?
I won't leave you down, love.

In tons of words i try to explain
I try to build a world for us, me and you
I try to understand how I feel, for you
It all will be know the day we'll say, 'I love you'.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(15-05-2008)

Shine after the storm

2008-05-10T16:50:00.000+02:00

Shine after the storm

I don't mind how it happened
I don't care when it was at all
I just know you changed me
you are the light after the storm

you brough me back the hope
the hope i've lost on my way home
on this tiring way, were i've lost faith
then you held me, you cheered me up

i've never been this way before
I feel the energy running through me
I can see my smile, I can hear my smile
pure and clean, as you've made me

I just want to see your spotlight
see how it shines, how it dance
on your eyes, them staring at mines
let's unmask us for once, let's dance

you fill the void, with joy and hope
you make the tiniest moments, to mind
you cared me, since I don't know when
you cleaned my soul, as sure as water flows

you've been the light after the storm
you are the air I need to breath, ozone
you've been the water that flows,
you are the one i've been looking for

since I remember you made me smile
since I remember you were truth
since I remember you were beside me
I don't know since when but I love you

I can't say it on any other way
I don't want to hide it one more day
I don't need to put me down and pray
the things i've always wished are here

I feel your heart close to mine
I can picture you beside me, smiling
I can see you holding me, staring
I can't love you more than now

there's a distance that separates us
there's a language that distinguish us
there's a past that hurted us, so deep
but love has no reasons, is just as the light

it comes from somewhere outside
it crash in our hearts,
it kills and makes us born again
it is as fast as a flash

there's no more room I can give you
just my heart, just your light
there's no time, no past, just future
for you and I, for me and you

let's kill time staring us tonight
let my spotlight dance with yours
let me love you more, let me know you
let me be what you always wanted to

because you are the light after the storm
you free me of this weight, I had carried on
you shine next to me, you bring hope again
you are the one i've been looking for, love

you make winter ends, you wizard
you make summer come, you sunlight
you make the bitter goes away, you sweet
you make me believe again, in love

I can't say it on another way
I can't hide it one more day
there's just you and I, me and you
there's just this time, let's be light

Ariadna Squire Damique
(09-05-2008)

All Against

2008-05-10T16:48:00.001+02:00

All against

Everyone is stand at me
them all holding a stone
ready to throw it to me
all is against me now

I can't escape, I can't hide
i've been sentenced
and I really don't know why
i've been punished

I hear voices, inside and outside
I hear murmurs, bad words
them all said at my back
them all against me, again

I fear them are true
I fear of my punishment
I fear my guilt in it
may be is too late to explain

is my age, is a rage?
Are them true?, do I am guilt?
Is my mind, are their words?
There's a proof?, blame!

The storm is close
under my head throws
it throws ice blades on me
it hurts my innocent skin

is too late to explain
there's nothing I can do
I can't crawl against this
i'm sinking in, blame!

I hear voices, inside and outside
them dig on me, them crumble me
I can't do anything, i've been sentenced
all is against me, i'm sinking in

energy leaves me, I fall down
my soul leaves me, i'm broken
my mind leaves me, i'm dead
lying down like a puppet, unuseful

turn on the machine, hold your knives
i'm ready to be knocked, to be kicked
take care my blood don't dirt your dress
i'm ready to fight against, all against.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(07-05-08)

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Trivia: just 5 mins after i had written that one there was a blackhout here, that lasted 3 hours.

Walking along Rua dos Herois

2008-05-10T16:46:00.001+02:00

Walking along Rua dos Herois

not cold nor warm
it was a random night
just tiny lights there
guided me to you

I meet you on my way
I was walking down the road
following the tiny lights
I was cheering me up

there you came as the hero
the one I needed then
just like an angel
you appeared beside me

your eyes staring at mines
your smile wide for me
your hand rested on my shoulder
my worries left me then

your voice, tender and strong
your hands warm and firm
your eyes clear and deep
you just behind me, there

I was looking for a hero
I felt as a villain, then
you came to rescue me
you came to change me

I was lost in this place
you guided me home
you changed me, I moved
you killed me, I born again

we cut the strings
the ones that made me prisioner
I held the wings
the ones you have for me

fly up the sky
take me far way
bring the joy
just look into my eyes

there's no distance far enough
there's nothing I wish most
there I became the hero, because
your voice warmed me, strong

Ariadna Squire Damique
(07-05-2008)

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Trivia: This was an original idea that came up in portuguese, i have to write it yet (in portuguese) the title just came up, although the original one has nothing to do with it.. i mean 'Rua dos Herois' don't exists as an street here, and it means in english 'Hero's Street').

Smoke and laughs

2008-05-07T02:03:00.001+02:00

smoke and laughs

there was the fire on
it warmed the place
see the smoke coming out
it fills our lungs

a smell, remind me home
it brings memories, now
we all sit around
like a little family

we chat, we talk
we laugh, we cry
together, like family
smoke is around

a phone call, a familiar voice
they call you to share joy
soon there are laughs
eyes fulls of tears, of happiness

games we play around
jokes we say aloud
stare at me, laugh with me
drink a bit more, please

taste, try, share
we all do the same
alone and together
we are same and different

best regards, best wishes
telling stories around, the fire
the smell of wood feeds you
what is next? Have a shot.

Tales and desires we share
life and worries we speak about
jokes and essays we say aloud
our voices echoing in the space

it will lose somewhere
covered by the stars, the dark sky
it feels like home now,
the moon protecting us, up there

there was a fire on
a smell, remind me home
we are same and different
our voices echoing in the space

Ariadna Squire Damique
(06-05-2008)

Butter and Fire

2008-05-07T02:01:00.000+02:00

Butter and Fire

In this midnight
on this midlight
among the shadows
next the door, unlighted

here I bring the butter
there you have the fire
let's fly like butterflies
let's stand like fireflies

all is natural
love is all around
come here tonight
let's fade the shadows

tiny lights come inside
stars that shine in this room
them give me to you
let's melt our hearts now

I can't stop me now
You can't be surprised
Don't you feel like I do?
I know, i've become a cow

the bulb is broken, no light
but we fit each other so tight
as easy as birds fly
as lovely as the wind blows

there we rest, holding each other
time stops, we float
make me dream, be real
share me, feel me, fill me

I need your energy
I was weak, I was down
I need you renew me
aren't you willing to?

In this midnight
let's fly like butterflies
tiny lights come inside
let's stand like fireflies

don't you feel like I do?
Let's fade the shadows
we fit each other so tight
let's melt out hearts now

let's play shadows on the wall
let's shout out, till them collapse
let's sail in our eyesights
let's float tonight

make my ghosts leave me
clear my doubts tonight
let's make it easy now
as wind blows outside

Don't let me fall
hold me tight
let's cover us on skin
don't let me sink in

there's no time, just me
there's no place, just you
there's nothing, but us
just buterflies and fireflies.

Just we floating, on this room
just our shadows on the wall
just our breathing together
just dancing, dancing for love

let's burn this fire
let's turn to ashes
let's heal our hearts
let's fade the shadows

Ariadna Squire Damique
(05-05-2008)

Heart to Heart

2008-05-05T16:14:00.001+02:00

Heart to Heart.

why is that?
Where does this feeling comes from?
What does it mean?
I'm lost, i'm walking alone

where to go?
I don't know
what's my name
i've forgot

what do you want?
I need to know
what do you need?
I need you tell me

I can't sleep tonight
for those questions on my mind
I can't feel fine now
for all the doubts pressing my chest

I need that you open your heart
I need to know how do you feel
I need you, to find me
I need someone to cry with

it makes me feel unsure
like fallin, falling, crashing against the floor
did I was flying? Did it was a ride? A dream?
Why did it has to end, why did it end that bad?

I need someone to trust
I need somehting to believe
I need you beside me
I need you tell me everything

don't be shy, come here tonight
don't worry, hug me and tell me
say aloud what you avoid to say
all this time you hide it, I know it now

those doubts are digging my heart
those quesitons are tearing me apart
those words are making me cry
you, I don't know how to call you

you have no name,
you have a face
you have a voice
but yet you are not here

I need you tell me everything
in this cold night I need you warm me
in this freezing night of april
I need you hold me, and that you open your heart

i'm drifting now, i'm lost now
i'm sinking in, those doubts
i'm falling in, those worries
can you ease them, can you find me?

You've been mistaken, could it be?
You let grow feeling that are wrong
you were confused before I am
you are a step ahead me, just that

what if we both fall down?
Who will hold each other?
I need you tell me what I need to know
it will cure my scars, the ones you made me

all was unvoluntary, unexpected
we were on different times
we are playing a same game
I don't want to lose, neither to win

I just want you be beside me
I just want to know you more
I just need you tell me, what do you feel?
Your words, just them can make me sleep tonight

'cause those doubts are playing loops
them don't let me sleep, nor to keep awake
I need you now, come close and tell me
I need we share, what we know, what I doubt.

Can you be here tonight?
Can you tell that aloud?
Can you open your heart for me?
Can I know everything now?

Is too soon, or is too late?
Does it ever has begin?
I know you don't believe in love
and now is me who doubts about it

I know you feel something now
if not, we both have been mistaken
I need you tell me that, will you tell me?
I need that your words warm me tonight.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(04-05-2008)

Three Days

2008-05-03T23:36:00.000+02:00

Three days

What's the time?
When is the day?
Where is the place?
A punishment, or a gift?

Here i'll be, here i'll stay
for three days, under the tree
Here you'll come, here i'll be
just for us, under the sky

I will mend your broken heart
for three days, under this tree
I will let you be, I will be you
under this tree, for three days

The leafs will be our witnesses
The wind will whisper our name
among those trees, it will echoe
down the river I will walk along

just to get, just to be in your heart
just to let you be, just to help you breath
whispers and whises we will share
just for some hours, just this time

I won't cry, I won't let you down
I won't fail, I won't let you lose
I'll be here, under this tree
i'll be you, and you'll be me

I don't mind your past,
I bring you a future,
this is a the present we have
hold me tight, wrap me

on your eyes I see, I see your soul
you've been under a storm,
you've been crying for so long
you tried hard to hide, but I see it now

how weak you felt, how sad you were
but here we are under our litle tree
remember when it was just a tiny seed?

Hold my hand and climb up home
lie on the branch, lean on me now
I don't mind your scars, I don't fear them
I don't mind your ghosts, them don't scare me.

Is just our tree, is our time
resting holded, for three days.
All ends and all begins
is the night and the daylight

all is one, one makes all
we holded for three days
all ends, all goes, all burns
we wrapped under this tree

Ariadna Squire Damique
(03-05-2008)

------ok since i've been checking how many poems i have posted here (around the net, and on Coldplaying.com Bea's Poetry thread)... this one makes the number 72 This one is so important to me, i hope. I want to change some things, keep trying new things and change a bit the style, so it is meant to be a resume and the begin of a new 'era'.

I give you... time

2008-05-03T23:34:00.000+02:00

I give you ... Time

I give you it, me

I give you the time

(sound and echoes)

I give you my time

I invest in us, what I do have

(up and down)

it made me be how I am

it made me know who I am

(sound and echoe)

it made me old, wise, and young

it made me met you, love you

(on the room)

all I have, all I know

is just time, time ahead me

(beat and move)

how to invest it in?

Would you share it with me?

(on my soul)

Take it or leave it, but is all

all I have, all I do, is just time

click, clack, beat, click, clock, sound

(beat and move)

never go back, just ahead, fast and fast

never go forward, go on, slow and slow

(on my heart)

space that is open

seconds that are mesured

(sound and move)

just a breath, just a wink

and all happen in it

(like whirl)

where is the place you were?

What is the day we are?

(sound and beat)

It doesn't mind, is just time.

Is on your hands, a new day

(fast and slow)

is on you, a new world

whatever you want it to be

(echoe and shown)

open the gift that is given to you

a new day, a new time, has come

(like a ghost)

slow, and fast, as you prefer

full or void, as you make it be

(echoe and shown)

alone or crowded, as you want it

is a gift given to your eyes

(like the dawn)

let it grow, let it change

fill it with memories

(shown and heard)

fill it with love, feel it

don't waste it, don't worry

(like a proverb)

just smile and enjoy the ride

just come in and enjoy the light

(shown and heard)

just relax and enjoy the gift

just look at me, let's share our sight

(like your voice)

because it all is just time, the gift I bring

because all I have is time, to know you more

(up and down)

because is just time, that echoes on the walls

we are on a ride, flying holded by it wings, time.

(revealed, renewed).

Ariadna Squire Damique

(02-05-2008)

Don't tell me that

2008-05-03T23:31:00.000+02:00

Don't tell me that.

Don't tell me that you'll be here
If you never are, if you never try
Don't tell me what you feel
If never do, If you never beat

Here I was stand, waiting for you
but you, you never came
Here I kept our love alive, for us
but you never mind, you never love

don't tell me that i'm mistaken
because you know that I am right
don't lie to love, don't hurt us
better you go aways, better you never came

Sights and smiles that are broken
them fade away, them fall to the ground
I put myslef on my knees, for the pain I feel
your eyes are blurry you are sorry, but is late

may be I was too hard to ask you
may be you never loved me
take it or leave it, as simple
will you ever decide, tell me

you are crumbling I know
you had fallen down, I see
but is too late, is too late
i've been here waiting for you

my hopes vanished when I saw you
my wishes broke down when you came
your promises died, them sink on your lies
as true as the birds fly, as sad as ravens wait outside

have you ever see me cry?
Have you ever tried to see me?
Have you ever felt what you said?
Nice words, but never felt them.

Was it fun for you, it did?
Is it yet something to laugh for?
How does it felt when is your turn now?
Your heart is cold, it always was

Don't look at me with your broken smile
Is as broken as your promises
Don't look at me with your lost sight
Is as lost as the time I wasted waiting in vain.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(01-05-2008)

Speechless

2008-04-30T15:31:00.001+02:00

Speechless

thrown, low, down,
left, alone, useless
missed, forgot, lost
broken, harmed, erased

how I feel when i'm like that, speechless
trying to express, but nothing comes
trying to say, but feeling nothing
trying to be, but being speechless

how to fill a line?
How to fill my heart?
How to say how I feel?
How not to end being a fool?

Crowed places I avoid
narrow streets I walk in
like sailing on a sea
being just a fish on the river

stopped waters, I jump
holded by the strings
walking through the stones
following you, where are you?

Thrown, left, missed, broken
low, alone, forgot, harmed
down, useless, lost, erased
crumble, destroyed, deleted

I feel when i'm speechless
I can't say how I feel now
I can't write down what I think
I can't be, I can't share how I am

useless I feel and it collapses me
the wall I built brakes down
it crash next to my feets
naked, bricks hitting the toes

the books I wrote
put on a pile
a tower to climb
where will them take me?

Sit at the top
look all around
do you feel better?
Are you speechless yet?

I can't communicate now
the line is broken
I can't say a word
I can't open my heart

did I said too much?
Had you understand?
Any questions you have?
Do you need an answer?

I break, I fall down
when I can't talk
shy and silent I used to be
but now i'm not

how to bring them again?
The words I want to express
can't wait for them to come
do I force them?

Time them need, to be formed
time them will last, since I write them
I put them down, as far as them come
I don't fear if them are wrong, or right

they heal, they hurt, they live
once you read them, spoken
once you remind them, think
once you forgot them, gone

ink or lips, say or read?
What's the better way?
How to change this mistake?
There's no rubber for that

how to be talkative again?
How can we express ourselves
how when nothing needs to be said?
Why am I still speechless, just with you?

Ariadna Squire Damique
(28-04-2008)

Words

2008-04-30T15:30:00.003+02:00

Words

which one to choose?
How to start with?
Put them on ink?
Say them aloud?

Simple things, complex means
opposites and similarities, put on a white surface
all depends on the glass you look through, crystal
all depends on how your heart beats

how to choose one?
Which one describes it?
Which one resumes it?
A name, a verb, anything

are just words, but can be swords
can make you cry, can make you smile
can give you news, can break you
them can cut, them can mend you

which one to choose?
Which one decribes you?
Which one resumes me?
Which one means us?

Communication, knowledge
leisure, love, sharing, words
in which language?
Which line to put on ink?

Easy them seem to be
complex they really are
always say more than we think
always means more than you and me

them last in time, they stay here
you can change, you can go
them will wait, them will love
you can come, you can be

dream, feel, grow, learn
them bring you that chance
fly, explore, teach, express
them allow you to do that

which one to pick up?
Which one make you beat?
Which one say what you feel?
Which one is the right one today?

Ariadna Squire Damique
(28-04-2008)

Unsaid

2008-04-30T15:30:00.001+02:00

Unsaid

Many things I had hidden
many lies I said to myself
all them not to break me
all them to hold me

many ideas come up
stuck and dancing in
playing loops on my mind
twisting myself, inside

things i'm afraid to say
words that are unsaid
ideas that will never born
feelings that I will never share

is 'cause i'm afraid of
how I feel
is 'cause I fear you
won't understand me

I do?, you do? Who does?
Can I think on any other thing?
Can I trust myself now?
Who can believe the unsaid words?

Les pensaments d'escalier
someone named them
the words we fear to say
not to hurt you, not to hurt me

who matters more?
You? Me? Them?
Can an unhuman thing
hurt a human heart?

Can my lips hurt your sight?
Can my voice dig your heart
can a word mend it all?
Can I do anything more?

Nothing I can do
nothing I will say
many days I had prayed
not to say the unsaid words

is 'cause i'm afraid of
how I feel
is 'cause I fear you
won't understand me

Ariadna Squire Damique
(28-04-2008)

Lack of Luck

2008-04-30T15:27:00.001+02:00

Lack of Luck

I am afraid that i'm going to break
there's more that I can do on this land?
I just feel like I am a freak
there's no much more that I can lend

all I waited for, all I wanted to know, just a leak of your voice
here I am surviving on this lake
i'm suffering from famine, waiting for your words to feed me as a steak does
I am afraid to come, afraid to leave

I feel down, I feel surround, I am weak
I had learnt very few from your lecture
my mind is empty, i'm blocked, I am black
I can't keep believing anymore your lie

all them put ones over the others like a brick
them form a wall, stops my horizon, a strong line
I hear the ticking of the clock
is that now the time of our love?

I need to know you more I need some feedback
because I feel as tiny as a leaf
is my mind or had you just knock, the door?
there are still things I should learn, or know?

I though I had so much luck
but it all bitters as a lemon
I try to keep up this rock
I try to follow your lesson

but in the end all, leaves me with a shock
what comes out from your lip
you hurt me, you make me sick
those words playing loop, on my mind

you fitted as thight as a sock
you tried to make me be a leader
but I was sure it all was a trick
since I saw you, wearing those leather clothes

holding up your stick
making me write those letter
your words are stuck on my head
I try to forget them but I can't let them go

all I feel is a deep empty, void, lack
was it love or was it just lust?
each little second I become more and more a geek
because you left be broken, you left me low

I am lost but I still try to seek
like in danger animals I am, a lynx
I appreactice your caress as soft as silk
them makes me good, made me be lively

but, a part of you, makes me blink
how can you be a villain and also that lovely?
I am thirsty of knowledge I need to drink, you
I am lost in this huge land that we used to own

all I believe in, I put it down through ink
I fill pages, I cry for ages, till form a lake
may it seems just a pile of junk
but is for you, for you make me be like a leaf

I fear to fall in my fears, to sink in there
I try to know, I try to learn
but still all is not clear, there's some dark
in the corners of your lip I will fall in

my ghosts are waiting me outside, just like shark
you made me be a leader
you made that all spark around
but now you are gone, you had let me down

could I do anything to change, there's anything I can ask you?
Since you've gone, i'm broken, I am here low
all we did, I know now, it was too risk
but yet here I am, trying to be tammed, to be free, myself just a lynx

Ariadna Squire Damique
(26-04-2008)

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Trivia:

I just looked for it to have some rhythm... so that's why some letters are in bold.. are the words i picked up first (from a list i made myself previously for this 'experiment'), so then i 'filled' the rest of the line... so i find it a kind of 'Dada' thing... as it was not a concrete idea on my mind.. i just wanted to try something like that.. hope that after all it makes some sense.

I'll try this new 'method' on some others poems. is not that i had liked it so much but well... is like a training for me now.

Hope of Love / Love of Hope

2008-04-30T15:24:00.002+02:00

Hope of Love / Love of Hope

who I am, who I will be
how to jump the stones of my way?
Who will hold me if I fall?
Do I am all alone?

I feel you beside me, behind me
following my footsteps, my figure
you make me feel sure, you make me be
I won't fall, I won't stop, soulmate

I never knew your name
I never needed to know
that you be here is what I need
I know that you love me, all I do

you are the light after the storm
you are the fish that swim on the seas
you are the wind on the forest
you are the water that comes from the rocks

look in to my eyes and rescue that soul
you are the star I do stare at,
I don't fear to get blind
I know you will make me wise

you always have the words I need
you always have the lines I want
your heart had been broken many times
for how much you put yourself in all you do

do I am dreaming, do you are real?
You never get off my mind
you are all I want to be
you, I want to be you, twins

a bit of you I own, I know you
a side of you I get to see, many more do you have?
would you share them with me?
Would you let me know you, to heal me?

As if it were the first day ever
you thought me to breath again
clever and clover you are, I know
wise, learnt from mistakes, you did

you bring the light after the storm
you are beside me, behind me
your heart had been broken many times
you bring back my smile, like a rainbow you are

shine, glow, be, say, love, live
all I want is to never leave you.
How did I knew you, I don't remember
all was an accident, a crash, a shock

I was broken and you fixed me, all I know
I was lost and you found me, all I need
I was low and you made me be high, I feel
I was alone but now I have you, all I am

hold me, hold me strong, hold me tight
don't let me fall again, don't let me go
just a word out of your lips, my heart beats
just your sight, tender, bring me hope

nothing more I need, nothing needs to be said
nothing makes me sad now, all is bright, all glitters
I feel like flying up in the sky, blue and clean sky
how can you be that sweet? How can you love me that deep?

My fears has faded, my hope had come up
my nightmares had gone, my dreams had become true
I feel you close to me, I feel you beside me
hold my hand, know me more, don't stop this heart

I told you all I am, I told you all my past
all I was, all i'll be is on your hands
I give you my soul, my heart, my mind
throw the dice, let's keep on this game, life

we share a tear, we eased our fears
we share a shout, it echoed on the walls
we were one, we always will be, together
we are the light, we are the hope, we are love

pains has gone, ghost has vanished
I feel it warm, running through my vains
it ease all the cold, all my sorrow
closer we are, one we become, love me again

all was dark and blue, my hope had gone
but there you came, shining, being kind,
I felt down, I was lost, but you make me born
I grow old and wise, beside you, I am a child

all I know is all I want to be
you are the mirror where I look at
you are the food I need to, your words
you are the book I read, your voice

had you ever felt the same, my sweet dove?
Had you ever thought to give it up?
Don't you feel it pure and deep, love?
Don't you see it in my eyes?, shining for us.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(25-04-2008)

Ages

2008-04-30T15:24:00.001+02:00

Ages

tick tack, tick tack, tick tock, tack, tock
the clocks sounds, a tiny minute hand points
your eyes follows it, waiting for the ring to sound
like a little child you are, sitting in front the wall

are we grown?, do we change our behave?
Do behave, said our mom, we never did
do we change once we grow, where it all goes?
The innocence leave our sight, am I right?

The innocence is yet there, or it had left you?
How you can be happy now, how can you smile now?
Purity, energy, wilderness, freedom of speech,
don't you miss any of them, you'll do

peter pan we all want to be
but we must grow, we get old
we are wise, we achieve knowledge
but do we still smile, yet we draw?

Dreams, we miss, hope we need
see those eyes, some blink in their spot
lively sight, naugthy child, innocent mind
don't you remind how does it feels?

Tick, tack, tick, tack
the clock goes on
tick, tock, tick, tock
time goes on, fast

tack, tock, tack, tock
can we stop it? Will we?
Ticking of clock echoes on the room
I'll never get old, i'll never be

innocence is on my heart, like a refugee
it don't want to leave, it loves this place
imagination guides, creativity called by the old
come one, keep on here, keep on

ideas that come, that makes me wise
knowledge I achieve, it makes me old
imagination feeds my needs, it brings joy
ideas that grow, like a child when plays with a toy

I don't want to feel old, I want to be wise
I don't want to get old, I want to remain a child
walk with me, come to my little world
teach me all you know, make me old and young

Ariadna Squire Damique
(24-04-2008)

Seven

2008-04-23T18:28:00.002+02:00

Seven

perfection, can be measured?
All we know can be said in a word?
Today is the day, the day of books
knowledge can be shown in a letter?

What's the perfect word?
What's the perfect way to say?
How we can say all we feel?
How can we show all we know?

A number has come out now
seven, five letters it have
two of them repeat, that's life

seven words I had written
seven ideas has come out
seven lifes has been born
seven sins, seven colors

seven weeks, seven muses
seven notes, five lines
music, draw, day

do you get what I mean?
This day never ends,
this day never was
all is connect, nothing will repeat

words will be said, but will be forget
words will be written, them will be remembered
mistakes we make, lessons we learn
hours that comes, ideas that goes

ticking of clocks, rythmically
compositions that come, instantly
the one you looked for, has come
tick tack, tack, tock

write, draw, play, talk
verbs, nouns, adjectives, numbers
colors, pen, paper, ink
create, imagine, believe, feel

four ideas, five ways, seven days
numbers and words together
them seem to be good friends

perfection can be measured?
Perfection must be complex?
Beauty can't be simple and clear?

Ariadna Squire Damique
(23-04-2008)

Whole and holes

2008-04-23T18:28:00.001+02:00

Whole and holes

what's a part, what a total?
What's a form, what's is a teory?
What are the right words?
What makes a whole?

Figures, shapes, time, place
landscapes, rivers, hills, caves
fire, water, sun, sand, us
does them all make a whole?

Don't we miss anything?
Are we sure of what we know?
What about their opposites?
Don't them make them be?

Don't our figure has a shadow?
Don't an answer has a question?
Don't the ashes has fire?
Don't the opposites are equals?

Shadow, shade, dark,
phantom, fear, ghost,
loneliness, useless, hopeless
opposites, don't them form a whole?

Them fill the hole the others have
emptiness is needed too, chaos
the lack of it makes us appreacite them
the luck we have to know them

do we mind our feets?
We don't, just when them are broken
do we mind the moon?
Not, just when is full

things that are around, we don't mind them
things we lose, we miss them,
holes that make a whole
whole that is empty

had you found the key?
Where does the unsaid words go?
Where does the ideas come from?
Somewherw we don't know

a hole, a void, the silence
but it comes out, shout aloud
echoes, vibrations, call it a you want
holes are there, opposite of the whole

Ariadna Squire Damique
(23-04-2008)

Continuity

2008-04-23T18:27:00.001+02:00

Continuity

out of curiosity I ask myself
what does makes sense?
What makes the world go on?
After all the bad we do.

How it can go on, how does things work?
Been wondering many times,
can you answer this, show your wisdom?

Who is wiser? Who is older?
Don't a kid can play chess?
Don't an old man can be a kid?

Things change, things move
chances that stop once
catch it or let it go
don't be sorry, it'll be back

evolition, is a good thing?
How we are sure that is not involution?
After all we do, can we be sure where we are?
Time, are we sure is that right?

Had been changed many times
who is sure that we are right?
Who can bring some light?
Figures and shapes, I draw

I fill dozen of pages
looking for an answer
do I know the question?
Nothing make sense

I burnt it, I destroy it
see the white turning dark
see the light, shining yellow
see my spotlight dancing with the fire

insticts we have, we are yet animals
simple things can surround us
water, fire, sand, sun. life and death
we have and we fear the same

sure there will be tomorrow?
Sure it was yesterday?
Can you answer everything, can you be?

Three lines I write, four I delete
brainstorming, brainwashing
what's the difference? Just out of curiosity.

Life go on, it stops us
it makes us turn on your way
it makes us down, also high

things we can't control, nor understand
who can answer all that?
Rhythm I look for, but nothing makes sense

beauty I look for, does it is?
We all are conditioned, but we continue
judgements we do, even when is not a trial
life is made of oppositions

mistakes and success, holding, matching
learning, teaching, we are both in one
the two we look for are in us

egoism, some ones call it
solitude is never good, isle
but don't we are the same
alone, lying down at the end

resting for all we've done
asking the same, don't we?
We all are one, we all are not
continuity, out of curiosity

but we are opposite and the same
we are teacher and pupil
see the spotlight when you learn
show you wisdom when you teach

two sides in one, like coins
we can stand from the edge
we are separated and together
continuity, everlasting.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(23-04-2008)

Everlast

2008-04-23T18:26:00.003+02:00

Everlast

i'm writing down, what comes out
I enjoy it, I like how does it feels
when did I begun, I don't remember
why did I kept on it, it made me good
(everlast, never end)

I miss it, I love it, good and bad points it has
I like to do it, it makes me close, to know me
I fear to give it up, it help me to keep here
(everlast, keep on)

the lines I write, them don't make sense
them do? Do I want them to do it?
I feel like a sculpture, I create other worlds
don't them make you feel anything?
(keep on, never end)

I wait for the best to come, but what I is?
Who know what's the best for themselves?
Life is a constante decition, constant oppositions
not and not makes yes, but two affirmations, what does it makes?
(wise and ignorant)

Do you cry, do you smile, do it as much as you breath.
Many words come out, dozens I write in a rush
but I can't go on, I feel i'm dying, i'm losing all
I'm wasting, killing time. True or not, it make me beat.
(sinner and innocent)

Do I wait to see what does it is?
Does it really says a bit of me?
Does it really helps me to feel fine?
What do I want with all that?
(hidden and shown)

Tiny lines, points connected, a letter
different inks I use, same meaning it has
a different one for each neuron
feel it a a beat, as you do breath
(light and dark)

blood running through your vains
words that I write, does the same
ideas going on your mind
i'll try to know them, to know me
(never ending story)

do I do, do I succed?
But what do I want to?
Too many time awaken
waiting for it to come
(repat, end and begin)

how I can't control it now?
How I can order them all?
Rhythm I look for, does it has it?
(everlast, never end)

Ariadna Squire Damique
(23-04-2008)

Reflection

2008-04-23T18:26:00.001+02:00

Reflection

clear surface, shinning
grey and light, them mix
the light comes from the window
it reflects, shines on the surface

it reflects, it expands, it concentracts
a ray it forms, enlight the box
light can make you blind
shine can make you understand

in the middle of the night,
in the middle of the day
does it minds? A ray come in

it shine all the room
no dark is there, no shadows
no place to hide, no reason to
quesitons and answers, come and go

all that affects me, is here
among the lights and shadows
the draws and letters I write
the ray iluminates the surface

the light shines on my face
it seems midday, but is night
it can make you blind, or wise
it can show you all, no dark

words affect me, the way them are said
i'm speachless due to this light
it brings things I didn't expected
it glows in all the room

the ray of the sun, crash against
comes from out, get in here,
it meets the surface, it reflects, shines
no shadows are here now

all is clear, all is shown
purity, beauty, time stops
I can look around, slow,
we all feel the same, now

the light comes in, and reflects
it reflects the box, a ray come
it comes to my eyes, i'm blind
wisdom it brings, answers waited

reflections and affections, shine, glow, go.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(23-04-2008)

Leitmotiv

2008-04-23T18:25:00.000+02:00

Leitmotiv

what is the speed?
What it the distance?
What is the direction?
How long it will be?

Who knows?
Who can answer?
Is just a leitmotiv
what is yours?

What's your reason to be?
What do you believe in?
Hold on, go on, ahead
why had you come here?

No dimension, no place
does it ever exist?
How do you name it?
Is just a leitmotiv

do you know what I mean?
My reason to be here, do I know it?
Do you feel the same, are you floating too?
Do you follow the flow, or you crawl against?

Why would you fight for?
What are your deepest dreams?
You try them to come true?
What is your leitmotiv?

Tell me, i'm here to listen
ask me, i'm here to answer
let me know, i'm here for you
'cause you are this, my leitmotiv

what had brought you here?
What are you looking for?
Are you wondered or are you surround?
Do you know about your powers?

We all are magicians, we all are this
we can be what we want to, didn't you know?
The cards are on your hands, do you want to play?
Throw the dice, you number has been called.

Is just a leitmotiv, just a try
makes sense on your mind
is just a game where you know the rules
just you can make it be true

what's wrong, what's right?
What's past, what is to be?
What shines, what is dark?
Is just a leitmotiv

is just a question, empty
you know the answer?
Is just a reason, just a wish
what is yours, tell me.

Is just a leitmotiv, binary
two ways to choose, many will come
two rythms, them meet one
we all walk to the same place

river flows under your feets
few stones can be seen
will you cross the other side?
Will you be stand on the rocks?

Do you fear to crash?
Will you see the other side?
Will you put on my shoes?
Does it makes good, does them fit you?

Is just a leitmotiv
is just a nice dream
another day, we battle for
another wish, it comes true

what is your reason?
Are you floating too?
Do you crawl, do you sink?
Do you decide? Do you worry?

What is your reason, your hope?
Do you fear anything?, what's the speed?
Can you see the lights? The colours?
Does things are still grey for you?

Had you thought about it?
How do you feel, what do you want?
Do you feel proud, are you glad?
What is the gift you wait for?

My leitmotiv, is here, among those lines
can you find it?, can you feel it?
We are floating, we are one, somewhere.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(23-04-2008)

Time and Space

2008-04-23T18:24:00.000+02:00

Time and space

what is this, what is that?
What is real, what are dreams?
Where does questions ends in?
Where does answers come from?

Connections, nerves
existence, imagination
theories, proves
dreams, reality

can you explain this?
Can you answer me?
Do you ask the same?
Where does it goes to?

What is true, what is real?
Where do we stand in?
What's under our feets?
Do you feel it, any surface?

Five senses we have, does it is right?
Mind can't be a sixth? Doesn't it feel too?
How do you measure, reality?
How do you prove, knowledge?

How them connect, what when them disconnect?
Short circuits, we fear, blackout, stroke.
We are machines, are not?
Technological we become, wire dependant we are.

Are you sure of your place?
Are you sure of your time?
Somewhere else someone asks the same.
Why can't we hear their words?

Does our senses work fine?
Do we speak the same words?
Can you be sure of what you know?
Can you put your hands on fire and don't burn?

Can you throw a stone?
Are you sure it broke the glass?
What had you learnt in class?
Are you sure you are not alone?

Solitude holds you, it fears you?
Many questions, that get lost in space.
Many answer, that come to the right time
but it don't fills your needs.

What do you need my friend?
Why do you worry that much?
What do you fear?, to hold your hopes?
Don't let the doubts make you blind

didn't you enjoyed it?
I thought you did, don't you?
Don't you feel lonely, don't you be sad.
Be sure, be proud, be glad.

Echoes, come from past
echoes, become voices
voices in your head, do you hear it?
What does them say?

You are broken, I know
you are lost, you know
you fear to tell me so
you fear how to mend it

hold my hand, let me show you
let me tell you, lets make this puzzle
make this puzzle, it will fix you
it will fix your heart, it will answer you

your quesitons, aren't lost in space
them come to your place, just say them
don't be shy, say them aloud
don't feel ashamed, I will answer you

you leave your nest
the one where you rested in
you had come out, from your tiny place
floating in the sea, to somewhere

you can't control it, can you?
Look around, we all are the same.
Just a bottle floating in the sea
can you read the message?

Sun shines, it burns your skin
it makes you old, wise and proud
don't waste your time wondering
just keep looking for the answer

don't mind the question now
in the middle of your way, you are
don't stop now, don't look back
past can hurt you, future is your destiny

there are things we can't control
at least never we can alone
let me answer your questions
let me be with you on you way.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(23-04-2008)

This Day

2008-04-23T18:23:00.000+02:00

This day

finally it had come
the day we've been waiting for
the light will guide us from now on
the dreams had come true

no clouds in the sky today
no fears in my mind tonight
birds singing, resting on the brunches
them are our only witnesses

when does the night end?
When does the day begun?
I don't know, I don't care
is our time, will last for long

nothing must be said
just a smile, just our sight
bright eyes, warm hands
tender voice, kind gesture

is our time, will last for long
I don't mind your past
I don't mind our future
nothing must be said

we speak the same language
we share the same dream
we own each other, to free ourselves
we hold together, we never go

last one more minute, stay
come once more, today
never go, come to my place
hold my hand, forget the pains

nothing is needed to be said
we speak a same language
just your smile, heals the pain
just your sight, deep and strong

just your voice, tender and kind
just your gesture, warm and pure
no words need to be spoken
time stops, place vanish

we are floating, in somewhere
close my eyes, and i'm with you
we are somewhere between
their world, their time

is just us, no space, no dimension
how deep do you feel it?
How long will you last it?
How long will you stay?

Your words come to my mind
your lips don't move, you are mute
but I understand all your feelings
we share our hearts, we share ourselves

in this night, when did it came?
In this day, how long it will last?
In this place, can I as you to say?
Just you and I, just our hearts.

No words are need to be said
no pains, no feels, just your smile
your bright eyes, guide us tonight
just the birds were our witnesses

I had waited for you so long
I thought to gave up, to go
just your sight, just your voice
hypnotized, amazed, surrounded

here I am, here I will be
waiting, wondering, expecting
just for you to come
as if it were our last night

the hope that you bring
the words that you say
the things that you do
the gift that you give me

no words must be said
just the birds are our witnesses
when did the night has come?
When does the day has begun?

I can get lost on you
hold me, find me, love me
as much as I do, as much as we need to
warm this cold heart, calm this heart

i've been broken, i've been down
until I saw you come, until you were around
there's no place, there's no time
just you and I, hold me, warm me, love me

let it all come out, slow, stay
let me heal your, do cure me
let last it once more, i'll wait
don't you go, be always here

give me a bit of you
give me a reason to keep hope
just tell me a word, just caress me
all I do, all we do, is for you, is for me

dried ink, silent shouts, echoes and memories
come like loops, repeating, beginning, staying
those are us, a part of us, the pictures of us
the story of this love, just we understand

I close my eyes and I see you, next to me
I see you here, holding me, makes us happy
just we understand the message, your words
waiting, expecting, living, keeping faith

i'll be here, I am here, for you, for us to be one
this never ending story, our hearts will write
noone understand, no-one will know, just us
your words aren't said, but them are on my mind

I can write them down, I can make you live
you'll be always here, we'll be always one
this moment that share, will never end
as strong as our hearts beat, will never broke

those little words, ones next to other
sometimes them don't make sense
but is our love, is ourselves, no-one more
those are our kids, that's our love

this never ending story, will echoe
will heal many hearts, will make us cry
but will never tear us apart, we'll be always one
logical I try to be, and my heart I give you,

I leave myself on you, I let you heat me
this heart that needs to beat, bring me to life, again
let us be one, let this day never ends

don't let the fears makes you cry
don't let your mind make you stop
go on, love me as I do love you, be one

don't cry for this to end, it will never end
i'll be here, day and night, i'll wait for you
the never ending love, the love that we share
it will echoe, in the time, in the space

as strong as our heart beat, it will never die

Ariadna Squire Damique
(23-04-2008)

Beauty

2008-04-23T03:06:00.000+02:00

Beauty

ocean and rivers meet
under your watchful eyes
sky and land meet
on the horizon line

where you live
valleys and mountains grow
water that flows and hides
fountains that come out, among rocks

roses that grown and open
flowers that close and gives fruit

the food we need, the things we see
it feeds our hearts
the memories that them bring
can't ever be bought

the memories that we live
will always be with us
the knowledge that we get
will teach us from past

just the beauty could do the same?
Does beauty ever exists?
It never happens it never vanish
is in our hearts, our eyes

nature is around us
but we don't seem to see
life runs through our vains
but we don't seem to feel

rhythm of life, make things repeat
beat, breath, we don't notice it
gone and come, open and close
opposite and the same, dead and alive

a binary rhythm, a short sequence
but last forever, like the memory
it repeats once and again
we don't noticied it, alive

landscapes and caves
rivers, lands and sky
them seem different
but together make a whole

a wonderful place where we live in
it brings memories, it brings feelings
it shines and shades, beauty itself, is alive.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(23-04-2008)

Shine and Shadow

2008-04-23T03:04:00.000+02:00

Shine and shadow

I've been here, standing
i've been there, waiting
i'll be there, smiling
i'll be here, hoping

under the shadow I hide
as I hide my fears, in vain
them come out, at night

i'm looking at the dark
waiting for a light to come
waiting for you to shine again

illuminate this place again
with your bright eyes
them bring the hope we need

is not a fake, is not a tale
shine has shadow, shadow has shine
come on, shine on, enlight us

bring us your wisdom
enlight us with your knowledge
don't leave us on the edge
let us get to your kingdom

we want to feel your freedom
we need to hear your words
we need the hope you bring
we want you shine among this dark

far far away from home we are
far far we are from what we wanted to be
close close we are to be rescued
near near we are being born

under your bright eyes
we look at your face
bless us with your hands
bring us your light

light our weight,
make this shadows vanish
make all the street shines
they hope you bring, just that

shines that bright
shadows that vanish
and we in the middle, grey

Ariadna Squire Damique
(23-04-2008)

Rua Nova

2008-04-20T19:08:00.001+02:00

Rua Nova

another day walking through you
letting you take me to a new place
same path but different end
what do you have for me today?

Sky is cloudy, dark and closed
a storm is over me, strong and deep
but I don't seem to mind
I let you guide me, fearless

the road is made of stones
the way it has trees along it
tiny houses, chimneys burning
the smell of wood, of the grass

little farms, little lands
so small and so comfy
I don't miss my place now
happy people on the windows

I walk down Rua Nova
where will you take me today?
My feets walking on the stones
I smell jasmines around

the parfum guides me
I don't see where are you now
behind or in front of me
I let my mind fly, and it does

come out, brainstorming
it makes me good, forget the rain
coming back, hoping to see you
there are you all new, as each day

ideas that fly through my mind
them come to live through ink
it's the blood you have, gentlemen
your kinderness inspires me the best

coming back the rain begins
it falls down, wetting my bones
it eases my pain, makes be born again
my sight is blurry, for the drops on my glasses

I know I won't get lost, nor teared
it purifies me, it makes me new
it gives me wisdom, your path I follow
each time I go through Rua Nova, I born again

Ariadna Squire Damique
(20/04/2008)

As if you ever care

2008-04-20T19:07:00.001+02:00

As if you ever care

being ignored, felt fine
being banned, felt strange
being silent, felt good
being there, do you care?

As if you ever care
I don't mind your mind
I don't mind your words
I'm just having fun

being rejected, feels different
being avoided, feels lonely
being shut up, feels jailed
being trapped, by selft words

words that cut like swords
letters that dig like knives
attitude that hurts so deep
it brakes me, it destroys me

as if you ever care
look at me, valient boxer
tell me what you think, face it
I don't fear you, i'll win you

i'm sure i'll surround you
sooner or later i'll win
sooner or later it will begin
sooner i'll make it end

don't come pretending as you do
don't keep lying as you do
you have two faces
as my blade has two sides

I don't fear you, you don't hur me now
the battle has begun, who will win?
As if you ever care, face to face
who is right, who is wrong?

You've been brainwashed
i'm not, i'm free to think
You've been used, you puppet
i'm not, i'm still new

you attitude risky, near to rude
you think that is good?
How difficult is to be kind?
You see any fun on your words?

Here I am, ready to battle
here I am my fears has gone
here I am facing your words
here I am, being myself

fight, broke, destroy, delete all
to built, create, repair, restart everything
hard task i've chosen
but I don't wan to crumble again

as if you ever care
come again pretending that you mind
may you convince them
but I know you aren't trusty

since the begin I saw you coming
all your lies you had in mind
may had trapped them, on your web
but i'm still clean, I can see

you brainwash who is around
you ego you, always yo
nothing more you let breath
there's only room for you

mistaken are who chose to follow you
time will tell that I am right
lost will be who chose to believe you
be sure i'm right on my words

I don't pretend them are any wisdom
I don't try them be witty
I can't say it all shorter
I can't express on another way

leave your judgements behind
do we are on any trial?
Do i've been accused of anything?
I just came here to relax, did nothing

as if you ever care
don't keep pretending to me
you can't lie to me, I know you
I know you, as you, you are half of me

you are too lazy to realise now
you are too young too know
you think you are enough widsom
but you don't, don't know me at all

look yourself at the mirror
don't we have the same eyes?

Ariadna Squire Damique
(18/04/2008)

Broken

2008-04-18T13:29:00.000+02:00

Broken

My feets are tired
although I hadn't walked
my eyes can't see
although i'm not blind

my heart can't beat
although i'm still alive
my lungs don't have air
although I still breath.

I don't know nothing
I used to know at least enough
I don't know what had happened
what is is going to happen

I don't know what I will be
how it will end, what i'll become
I only know one thing
i'm broken, i'm lying down

like a puppet without strings
i'm weak and unuseful
like swigs without kids
stand in the place, doing nothing

I expect the wind to blow
a force that make me strong
the rain to stop to fall down
the sky to be blue soon

waiting, you get nothing
wondering, you just worry
act, my friend, do act
no matter what they'll say

wake up, be brave
make your dreams true
work for it, fight for your hope
'cause waiting you get nothing

mend your own heart
make yourself believe again
give yourself air once more
'cause you were strong before

don't let tears come out
don't let them wet your face
don't let it broke your smile
don't let it change your hopes

Ariadna Squire Damique
(17/04/2008)

Be There

2008-04-15T13:21:00.001+02:00

Be There

It makes me bad, it pains me
it bitters me, it hurts
you give me both sides
you make me good, you made me bad

it was you, or it was me?
Who started it, this fight.
Who started this mistake
who was wrong since the begin?

Who kept secrets inside
who hide the truth
who didn't said those words
who aske first?

You come, I love the way you come
but the way you leave, you behave
I don't like it at all, you know
I told you to change, but nothing you did

how could I change?
How I can get you behave?
How I can help us now?
How I can be now, withouth you?

Half and half makes one
but now i'm the only one here
two together make one
but now we are separated

your words, your lips
heal and harm, cure and damage
your sight, your eyes
fix it and broke it, open and close it

two sides I see now
do am I in the middle?
So then which one to choose?
Which one to keep?

Hard decitions
that's what is life made of
all the time, even for tiny things
what to wear, what to eat?

That makes it be alive
mistaken and repeat
it makes you learn
a friend told me once

he was there when I needed him
I never asked his name
I never needed to know
just heard his words

complex conversations we used to have
but on those moments he healed all
just with a smile, a bright smile
it made me feel better

nothing needed to be spoken
no words needed to be said
nothing was need, just to look
look at each other as the first time

did he was the same?
I never saw him clear
I just know he was near
all I know he was there

he make me forgot my fears
he make face my troubles
he make me feel better
he make me feel myself

nothing was needed
nor to be said nor to be heard
just that smile, that made my eyes bright
no pains, all were healed

his words are magical
his voice is special
his eyes are a paradise
his tenderness is sure

nothing was needed
everything was renewed
everything changed after
after he was there.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(14-04-2008)

Just

2008-04-15T13:20:00.001+02:00

Just

if just you were here now
if just you could talk to me
if just your words will care me
if just your eyes could ease my pains

all would be very different
you'd bring light again
you'd help me to go on
you'd knew me a bit more

if just, I could tell you everything
if just using a word
if just looking at you
if just holding your hand

all I need is you smile me back
all I need is you bring some fun
all I need is you listen to me
all I need is that you be here

you are the one I need now
you are the one can help me now
you are the one I can think about
you are the one i'd like to be

but never told you a word
never saw your face
never heard your voice
never knew you

all is just a dream
a fantasy that I built
a mistake that I made
a wrong word on a whole book

not writen nor said
I can't express how I feel
nor spoken nor heard
I can't know how I feel

just I wish you were here
just I wish you were real
just I wish all were true
just I wish I do know you

but nothing of that happened
I idealised you, badly
I believed in you, wrongly
I thought I knew you

but I don't, feel good
but I don't know you
but I don't know me
but I don't feel you

many words want to be born
but I avoid them to come out
I fear how them will be
I fear what I will say

if I just could knew more
if I just been aweared
if I just believed me
if I just had been me

nothing would had end
nothing would had changed
nothing would had broken
anything could had happened

but I did, I misunderstood you
I took wrongly your words
I understood wronly your attitude
I was mistaken, being buse with Me.

I didn't thought of you
I didn't though of me
I just let my mind be wild
I just let wilderness to rule me

and now see the damage I did
see them crashed under the tree
see the sad faces around
just for you being busy with You.

If I just could change it
if I just beging again
if I just could go back
I would go ahead now

but here I am, stuck
here I am, crying
here I am, facing
how bad I was.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(14-04-2008)

Sad Confusion

2008-04-15T13:18:00.000+02:00

Sad Confusion

I knew it was going to break
I know it was going to be bad
I knew it'll had a bad end
I knew it since the very begin

there's nothing to do now
no words will change
there's nothing to wait for
no time to complain

I feared it to happen
it worried me in my dreams
I tried not to mind
but I do, and it hurts

don't know how to fix it
don't know how to feel
I don't feel myself now
'cause i'm down, down, low

there's nothing will make me smile
there's nothing will make me proud
there's nothing good I can think about
there's just this mistake on my mind

the mistake of had known you
the mistake of had talked to you
the mistake of had been there now
the mistake of being on the wrong place

there's nothing I want to do now
I even can't cry, no words come out
I can't look happy, I don't feel
I can't, cand't do anything

because everything remind me of you now
and it pains so deep in my soul
because I tried my best, but I failed
and I felt down, down, low, low

I'd like to start it again
i'd like to avoid my mistakes
i'd like to change what I did wrong
but it don't let me do a thing

I can't cry, I can't pray
I can't talk, I can't walk
nothing can cheer me up now
'cause I broke all

this youth that is yet on me
makes me do stupid things
I regret how I behaved
but I thought it was the best

nobody can understand me now
nobody can put on my shoes
'cause them got broken on my fall
nobody can be bedise me now

I can't smile, I can't look
both sight and lips are broken
for this punch I got on my face
it left me black-eyed

what I did wrong?
How did I failed?
Anything was true?
Everything was a dream?

Kick myself, i'm not sleeping
all was just for being wrong
the bad time, the bad place
there's no way to change it now

and I still can't, can't breathles
for the shock the light had brought
for the new the line has said
for the blame it put on me

i'm wrong, I do know now
but I tried my best, I sure you
can somebody explain me?
Can somebody just be next to me?

I'm alone, all alone, nobody around
face it, you were wrong since the begin
you let it grow on you, the craziness
I saw in your eyes, I saw this end.

I didn't meant to hurt you
i just wanted to help you
and now is me who is damaged
is me who cries, alone, silent

i saw it end that way
i know i was mistaken again
but a force told me to go on
something i couldn't avoid

i regret what i did wrong
there aren't words to say it
there's no way to cheer me up
i knew you'll make me cry

you voice, your voice, your sound
come to my ears, it comes in
and it hurts, it hurts so much
i tried my best for you

and i failed, i felt down, low
i crashed under my own castle
the one i built up in secret
and now i'm lying on, our garden

flowers hurts me, they don't care me
nor you are here to do so
nothing can cheer me, nobody can help me
cause i'm nobody now, i'm nothing

you see, not even a dust in the wind
not a drop in the sea
not a leaf on the forest
not whisper in your lips

not an echoe on the valley
nothing, nobody, none
i just tried my best, i knew this end
i knew it sinde the begin, i failed again

Ariadna Squire Damique
(14/04/2008)

Come Out

2008-04-14T10:19:00.001+02:00

COME OUT

where had you been?
Where did you hide in?
Where i can find you?
Where i can be with you?

Come out, out your cave
don't you see i'm here
in the middle of the cold night
i'm outside looking for you

i need you tell me
all the tales from past
all the stories you know
all the melodies you have

i looked for you days and days
i asked for you for nights and nights
i begged for you for weeks and weeks
i waited for you for months and months

here you come, here you are
now we are togtether again
breath together, walk ahead
tought me all you know

tell me all i need
whisper to me your dreams
let my mind fly, let me feel fine
make me smile again, make me bright

warm me in this freezing night
see the leafs moved by the wind
in this cold night, the moon shines
iluminates our place, we sat on the grass

give me your hand, give me your love
let me know you more, let me be you
hold my hand, never go
caress my skin as you used to

please come out, out your place
don't hide to my eyes anymore
don't make doubt of our love
let me know you more, let me breath for you

the last day, also the first night
for us, will repeat and echoe
it will be going on and on
it will makes us be one and two

warm me in this dark night
bring me the light i need
make me keep the faith on you
touch me with your magic

talk me with your wisdom
let me learn from you
let me make you live
give me your air to breath

guide me in this proof
guide me on this night
teach me not to fall
let me be you, just tonigh

bring the glow to my eyes
bring the beat to my heart
bring your words to my mind
let me make you be alive

come out, come on
don't hide up the tree
there's nothing to fear
there's many to share

teach me all i need
all i need is your words
your words are the heal i need
the heal you give me, make us live

lie beside me, feel next to me
breath with me, give me your hand
look at me, let me know you more
make me dream as you only know

bring me the stories that you know
bring me the tales that i like
bring me the words that heal
bring me knowledge you have

make me wisdom as you are
make sure as you are
make brave as you are
make believe that you are here

lie next to me and talk me
look at my eyes and caress me

feel my heart beating for you
see my eyes shining for you
ear my lips saying your words
see me making you be alive

Ariadna Squire Damique
(13/04/2008)

For Fears

2008-04-14T10:18:00.001+02:00

FOR FEARS

I was empty, i was dead
until i heard you come near
it was cold it was freezing
until you hold me on your arms

my eyes were red, my lips blue
until you give me your shoulders to cry on
i was lonely i was down
until you give me your hand

i felt confident, i became talkative
i stood up, looked at you
hypnotized, blushed, amazed
you made me beat again, you gave me faith

your lips healed my broken heart
your words guided me to go on
your eyes show me the truth i neeed
you bring me to life again

i walked on, i felt renewed
you were beside me, following my steps
you tought me to believe in me
i felt born again, i beat again

your voice, eased my pains
your fingers, get me live again
your hands, healed my heart
you helped me to believe

but it all broke, when
when i had fears
when i stopped and thought
when i saw you from distance

it all went, it all died
as i fear to go one
as i wanted to know
as i let my mind speak

all broke in tiny pieces
as a glass when you throw a brick
all was fine, till i thought
all me i felt renew, until i banned you

for fears, the ones i want to hide
the ones that always come out
the ones that i fear to have
the ones that makes me hurt

i can't change how i am
i can't be another one
i can't get you be back
i can't cry anymore

this is over now, late to ask
late to ask, for perdon
i had broken your heart too
i had broken mine, smashed

i'm someone, the one i always be
i'm someone hurt, lost, alone
i'm someone that suffers
i'm someone that fears my fears

i'm empty and cold again
i'm lost and alone tonight
i'm crying lying on the wall
i'm breathless for this pain

can't take you back, next to me
can't be someone i've never be
can't imagine how you feel
can't put me on your skin

all was good, until fears came
i met you thay day, was good
i banned you next day, wrong
can't change how i am

can't help you to feel fine
can't look at your eyes
can't hear your voice
wish to change myself

would you come to help me?
Would you help me to change?
Would you be patient to made me?
To made be who i always wished

i worked hard, but all is a waste
can't change how i am
made me doubt of who i am
can't see me on the mirror

my soul has gone, again
i can't cry, nor breath
i can't speak, can't be
for the fears i lost all

would you forgive me?
Could i start all since now?

Ariadna Squire Damique
(14/04/2008)

CAN AND DON'T

2008-04-14T10:16:00.000+02:00

CAN AND DON'T

don't let the dust tire you
don't let the sun burns you
don't let the rain disolves you
don't let the wind moves you

stay in your place
stay strong on you
stay as you've been
stay there for me

don't let time make you old
don't let the space confuse you
don't let the flow let you down
don't let the words hurt you

be as you had always been
be as good as you had been
be as true as you believe
be as real as you live

you can be whatever you want to
you can be wherever you wish to
you can become whatever you want
you can behave as you wish to

don't be afraid of this
don't doubt to go on
don't stop on your way
don't get lost on the maze

walk on, go ahead, be strong
firmly, decided, as you are
walk on, go on, don't be afraid
stand up, don't look back

don't let the memories stops you
don't let the rumours get to your ears
don't let the fears get to your heart
you can go on, stuck to your hopes

come on, come on, walk, go
don't stop on your way
don't feel lost in the place
don't let the rain wets you

come here, come here
your place is near
walk on, come on
you're getting home

don't fear, keep hope
don't sink, just sail
don't wish just make
don't dream just believe

believe on you
trust your believes
be a wizard there
make all you ever wished

don't fear which is to come
just enjoy the trip, enjoy the truth
keep coming day after day
don't mind the time, just be

don't let the words hurt you
don't let their sight damn you
don't let the lies be on your mind
don't let their envy make you sad

cheer up my friend
i'm going there, see me
i'm the hope you need
i'm the chance you asked for

don't fear anything
just smile and breath
be all you want
just believe in yourself.

Ariadna Squire Damique
(13/04/2008)

Wow, thanks so much (close to 10500).

2008-04-09T11:55:00.004+02:00

Hey i didn't expect that this blog would have so many readings (i don't promote it). It has reached 10000 readings and is close to reach 10500.

thanks a lot people, i don't know how you get here. (some comments would be really appreciated).

hope that you are liking them.

NOTE: the last 4 poems published here, are for a story i'm working on now. :)

Dear of everyone, lord of nothing

2008-04-09T11:54:00.002+02:00

Dear of everyone, lord of nothing

here come the one called Sir
although his name is french
but who cares, all is a fake
a great lie he lives in

there he is resting in
there he is enjoying all
just a different chick
each night, he does,

enjoys playing with their hearts
as they let themselves be played
as easy as a cards game, he wins all
always the four kings he have

no tricks, no lies he says
but all he does is for fun
plans his love conquest
the only field he battles in

never been a soldier, nor a captain
but has conquered many countries
has surrounded many enemies
there you see the scars he collects

it mades him be appealing
he always control the work
all is just a fun game, a deal
he don't mind them at all

there he unrides his horse
and walks decided next to you
looks like a knight, a captain
don't wears any sword

but he is called lord
don't had conquered any place
just dozen of womens
that had rested on his bed

all he does, he takes as a bet
all he wants is just some game
all he gets is just some fun
but he is getting trapped in

all the lies he has said
all the hearts he has broken
them will come against him
by his betraying lover muse

Ariadna Squire Damique
(03/04/2008)

No more bitter

2008-04-09T11:54:00.001+02:00

No more bitter

Honey, bring back your smile
there's no reason to cry
the prays has been listened
the gift has been gaved

there's no reason to be sad tonight
there's nothing but you and I
i'm just asking you for one hour
listen to my voice, I have things to say

i've never felt this way before
all I want to do is good
all that is so new for me
dear, just come near and listen

I want to let you know, how I feel
what I do feel for you
you want to listen, just an hour
let me explain you how I feel

I didn't knew how it was at first
I don't know when it did begun
but it came in inside me, slow and deep
but you got here, firmly and decided

pains me loads when I can't see you
hurts me deeply when I can't talk to you
harms all me, when I can't hear you
all I do is for you, I don't mind about me

Dear, come close and listen
all the things I have to tell you
them are not tales, no lies
I assure you, as the red of my veins

come with me, there will be no pains
hold my hand, there will be no past
there is just you, me and you
no place, no time, just us

sweet angel, you came to save me
all I get to do is to thank you all
all I get to think is to make you happy
all I believe is in you and I, just us

yes, i'm right, don't look surprised
cause dear i'm here for you tonight
open up my heart, the one you had healed
telling you how I feel, i'm being clear.

Cause I don't mind the time
I don't mind the place
I just know that here we are
just you and I, just me and you, just us

Ariadna Squire Damique
(02/04/2008)

Caress that i don't care

2008-04-09T11:53:00.001+02:00

Caress that i don't care

Nevermore i'll see you again
and I really don't mind
all we had done yesterday
is just a memory on my mind

nothing I care about
we just did what we wanted to
why to care for anything else?
Why to call you today?

Cause we shared, ourselves
I had rented you, you had owned me
cause those are caress that I don't care
we behaved as more than friends

those secrets that you told me
I will never tell to anybody
those kisses that I gave you
will never repeat again

cause I am as you could saw
a mean man, just called you for fun
didn't you already knew that?
I know also about your reputation, my dear

I had rested next to you
you were the one I thought
I would never had on my arms
and i've succeded, are you surprised?

Cause we shared ourselves
you had owned me, I had rented you
cause those were caress that I don't care
i'm a knight at all, I will never tell about it

you know, those kisses that we gave
you know, how happy it made me feel
I know, how joy were you too
I saw, the shine on your spotlight

but after all, I don't mind
I won't call you this night
yesterday is from past
things I fear to look back

i'm not ashamed of anything
i'm proud of yesterday
does it bothers you?
Do you mind a thing at all?

Ariadna Squire Damique
(01/04/2008)

ZALM

2008-04-09T11:52:00.000+02:00

ZALM

You told me go backwards from the end
I begun to build it all up
your gone stopped me on my task
I went ahead from the start, wrong

I am stuck in, trapped in a web
it stopped my way, my road, my life
I just miss all you tought me
I wish you had never gone

when I play each night, I remember
shily happy I make you live
it fills my heart with happiness
until the line ends, crash with truth

your gone stopped me on my task
I just miss all you tought me
when I play each night I remember
but all I have are dusty memories

I have very few of you, my star
I can't feel you near, anymore
this pain is digging in, bitting me
I feel it grows each day, it scares me so

I just have your friends now
the ones you introduced me to
they've helped me before, but not more
it makes me sad too, you all have gone

I feel abbandoned, left on the walk
as if I were a weight you couldn't carry
and now is me who is tired, pain hurts
I want you be back, I miss you so much

this pain is digging in, bitting me
it makes me sad, you all have gone
and now is me who is tired of this pains
I want it all to be again, nice old times

let me go with you, i'm done here
I don't mind of anything, miss you lots
is not that soon you see, you all were the same
let me see you once more, as joyful as you were

I can't cry more, I can't say it aloud
it will never see the light, once i've gone
I just want you to know, I miss you much
still you tought me loads, I can't handle alone

Ariadna Squire Damique
(01/04/2008)

Beehive

2008-02-28T11:31:00.003+01:00

beehive

someone said that before
world is a complex machine
we all form part of the system
we all make it work

look that metropolized people
they are like robots
waking up to work
they live for working

how insensitive are their faces
hooked on the enterprise
making the system get collapsed
how empty they feel at the end of the day

always forming a crowded queue
dealing with traffic jams
waiting the shopping line
all the day standing up

come to home to relax
lie on your bed and close your eyes
listen what the walls tell you
listen the funny smile of the baby

a new couple has just meet
a kid has learnt a new word
a teen give his first kiss
a couple is on their honey moon

that's life we live in
good and bad points
but it keeps its own rythm
at the end of the day

each one feels free on their little paradise
some ones are stressed, other feels joyful
we all behive our way, to feel fine
that's what make it all have sense

fate is around us
sometimes touchs our life
and make us feel better
although sometimes we feel all is a fake

someone said that before
look that metropolized people
how insensitive are their faces
that's the life we live in

but we all influence the others
in every tiny thing we do
we can cheer up people
we can make they get depressed

sometimes a sentence is stucked on our mind
for ones, is an advice that can help them
for others, it just make it worse
we all have our personal quote

life has a different sense for each one
but we all have to get to a common point
as we all are the same at the end of the day
that's how life is, my friend

(Ariadna Squire Damique
14/08/2007)

Care me

2008-02-28T11:31:00.001+01:00

care me

when you feel deeply sad
what do to my dear?
when you feel everthing needs a change
and you were afraid to choose the right way

calm down my dear
i'll be there for you
i will always be with you
every time you need me

i hear a whisper, so sweetly
that told me that, on the wind
take life less seriously
although i found everything ironical

get ready for the magical night
relax looking at the sky
look the moon, how it dance
on your eyes, so full

feel your beating, calmy
feel your breath, slowly
close your eyes, and think of nothing
feel the wind on your skin

feel it, how it cares your skin, as it used to
how it change your mood, happiness is coming
how it make you feel better, as yo needed to
its like a hug, the one you need

open your eyes again
see the world around you
look at it with different eyes
it seems that your lips smile again

that was what you needed
but you were afraid to ask for it
you were afraid to show it
and now you was brave

nothing had changed arount you
but you feel different now
relax, confident, happy
'cause your problem has gone

don't stress yourself with that matter
don't try to weight the world
over your head, on your back
throw them away, and smile

you were not called for that
you can't change it yourself
just care for be happy each day
may it change it all that way

(Ariadna Squire Damique
14/08/2007)

Don't Look Back

2008-02-28T11:30:00.004+01:00

don't look back

why is your face so sad today?
why you feel there's nothing good?
why your eyes are tired of crying?
why you find hard to go on today?

you spent your night on the dark
looking back at your past
you hug the old pics that you took
and realised that they are not here anymore

there's nothing you could do my friend
there's no way to change it today
you have to go on without it
there's nothing we can do

there's no time machine
you doubt now if you took
the good way, you think you were wrong
there's no use to think that

you did your best my friend
don't think of that any longer
it will brake your heart
there's no reason to be sad

you see how many chances
has gone away in front of you
you ought to be a good dude
and never had a rebel soul

seem that rebels are happier
seem that all are better than you now
but that's not true
they feel fine 'cause you

don't you realize that they are happy for you?
didn't you introduce that couple?
didn't you adviced that friend?
what's the reason to be sad then?

feel proud of yourself
that don't deserve a tear
you make the life worthy
'cause you made it to happen

there's no need to cry
there's no need to be sad
cheer you up and smile
they are happy 'cause of you

you made that life had sense
you made that days worth living
you made it to happen
and there's the harder work

but why it don't works for you?
why you cried all that night?
why your sight is so deeply sad this morning?
how that can't cheer you up today?

what are you looking for?
why you keep seeking it alone?
how can i help you now, friend?
how can i thank you all what you've done?

(Ariadna Squire Damique
13/08/2007)

Radar Heart

2008-02-28T11:30:00.003+01:00

radar heart

here i am lying down on the ground
i've been used and now i'm broken
i've been tired of waiting for it
and i went to a mad day

a day where everything paralized
time stopped around me
i only saw worried sad faces
all them crying for me

what happened, i don't remember
my body is tired, i can't move
don't know what happened
i don't hear my heart beating

i managed to listen to the people
they say that it went too fast
that i went totally mad
for someone that don't deserves me

i only was a radar heart
i just looked for a bit of love
and someone played with my feelings
and when he got tired he left me down

i shared so nice moments
just thinking of him made me smile
but now since he's gone
i'm here lying on the ground

i just looked for a bit of love
i just wanted to find my soulmate
and i was wrong, and i went crazy
he was so good but really a lazy dude

he lied me so many times
he pretend a life he will never live
he just played with my heart

my heart used to beat faster
but now it hardly moves
i can't feel my breathing
cause my soul has gone

it left me, as he did
lying down, as you see
i can't move, i can't feel
'cause he broke my heart

(Ariadna Squire Damique
12/08/2007)

Snake Promises

2008-02-28T11:30:00.001+01:00

Snake Promises

You were relaxing
lying on the grass
looking up the sky

and you began to think
about everything, brainstorming
until your fears and hopes meet

Then you realise
that we all are wrong
You know it all for sure
but can't do anything

you are also trapped in their maze
they own the dark market
the run the business
they disguise their wishes

follow me i'm gonna change it
they told to you, you'll be happy now
but sometimes we must go further
what do they get from you?

they pretend they knew the truth
they promised to help the poor
but all they want is buit their paradise
all they do is steal your souls

you belived their words
you followed their promises
but they are like bad lovers
once they have you they destroy you

open your eyes friend
they built their own business
blaming the fault to the old powers

they mixed the world
opposited are too close
that nobody sees what is behind
we can't think ourselves

Does their promises worth that effort?
World goes faster everyday
life's full of false goodmen
your mind is full of false promises

there's nothing to do
the nightmare is true
they pretend everything was against
they came in as false messiah

but that's the truth
they lied all of us
they own our mind
we believed all their speech

they came in as rats
got inside the system
to break it down

digging, bitting
they came from the back door
that we once left opened

our faith has been damaged
they gave us a poison
it affected our eyes
like the snake promises

we wanted to believed everything
and we believed those liars
they made us behave as robots
we are hooked on them now

they make their empire by saying
that they would made justice
but all they did was change the surface
and they force you to follow them

aren't you gonna be the only one against
they end up owning all your believes
they came destroying our background
to built they fake world, above the ashes

keep calm my friend
don't scream, there's nothing wrong
is not the first time
keep you hope, its what worths

enjoy those days, look the sky
empty your mind and relax
there's few we can do
just enjoy the time we still have

(Ariadna Squire Damique
19/08/2007)

Matinée

2008-02-28T11:28:00.002+01:00

Matinée

Écoutez la musique si douce
un nouveau jour commence
on l'annonce le chant des oiseaux
on le sens par la pluie

Je me lève si contente
tout est vert et nouveau
Je m'amuse avec le concert
Tout semble chanter pour moi

La musique qui vient du ciel
Me fait rêver une autre fois
Je regarde la rue, tout est si joli
Je veux danser avec cette musique

La pluie glisse sur la vitre
comme les jeunes dansent à la Fête
avec un rythme vif et simple
comme le battement de mon coeur

la pluie forme des petites rivières
dans le sol ils s'unissent au centre
ils finissent en formant un petit lac
aussi clair comme les yeux
avec lesquels je te regardais

Je regrette seulement une chose
Ne pas avoir accepter ton offre
de sortir avec toi une nuit
je me souviens de la nuit
quand je t'avais connu

Je ferme mes yeux et me rappelle
cette nuit si silencieuse
ou nous pouvons écouter notre coeur
nous n'avions pas besoin des mots

tout le ciel etait noir
seulement la lune nous regardait
il semble qu'elle souriait, heureuse

les chants des oiseaux announcent un nouveau jour
tout contente je me lève, tout semble parfait
Je me rappele des doux souvenirs
tout est nouveau aujourd'hui

Ariadna Squire Damique
(22/08/2007)

Milky Way

2008-02-28T11:26:00.001+01:00

Milky Way

Stars looked at me
more than I do
They appear on my dreams
they told me meet me on the Way

I woke up and thought of it
A year later here I am
following the stars on the sky
I wear a scallop shell on my necklace

I follow the flow of the Great Sky River
Here I meet myself
In the silence of the night
I fight against my fears

I'll be brave won't let the tears come down
Like a pilgrimage that I do myself
To meet me again, to beat my nightmares

Meet me on Saint James Way
Follow the way that is printed in the sky
Only some souls can read it
You are one who does

Feel the pure air
Meet the human being
Share everything you have
the answer is to come

Enjoy the view at night
listen the howl of the wolf
don't be afraid anymore
Just follow the stars

See how they are reflected on your eyes
See how happy is your smile
You feel renew now
all that thanks to the Milky Way

Ariadna Squire Damique
(22/08/2007)

Light shines again

2008-02-28T11:25:00.000+01:00

Light shines again

After that big storm
when you wondered for so long
it will end one day?
finally is over, it seems

listen the birds singing
sky is so blue, sun shines for you
it says, have a great day, babe

the storm is over for you
the light is back to you
catch the train that stops
don't let it go away

don't be afraid, come in
things will be fine
follow me, don't be scared

sun shines happily
clouds has gone away
there are only you and me
don't be afraid of meeting me

listen the birds singing
don't be afraid, come in
let's have a good time today

my eyes can only look at yours
only both us can read the message
only us know the code, i can't hide more
looking at you makes me feel at home

sky is so blue, sun shines for you
things will be fine
hold my hand, come with me

don't leave me now
I adore your smile, so pure
I can't hide it more
you are so beautiful, honey

it says, have a great day, babe
follow me, don't be scared
i'll care for you, day and night

looking at you, feeds me
I need you, revive me now
be my blood, be my air
we only know the message

Ariadna Squire Damique
(06/10/07)

A bad gang

2008-02-28T11:23:00.000+01:00

A bad gang

Who they are?
they always look down on you
as you were nothing

you are just an ant
small and hard-working
but they want to squash you

they just want you to keep working
you are a slave in their system
a lonely mice in their maze
you can do anything to escape

face the destiny
close your eyes and breath
run, fight, shout,
break their system down

they are just liars
you know it for sure
join your mates and face them
they won't lie us any more

be brave, we all thank you
be strong, and fight for us
because they are just a bad gang

they make promises
they won't make true
just say what you want to hear
to make us still be trapped

their laugh make you be deaf
their image make you be blind
their words make you be mute
you are just a monkey to use

but all that is just make-up
they are the worst nightmare
demons in disguise, be aware,
their words are just garbage

they are everywhere
not everybody sees it
you must let all know
that you say the truth

make us feel strong
to fight them, all united
to be free again, as we deserve
broke that chain, and be free

Ariadna Squire Damique
(05/09/2007)

I'll be back

2008-02-28T11:22:00.000+01:00

I'll be back

Is the time of goodbies
summer is finishing for us
there's no way that i can stay
don't you cry my sweet friend

that's just a see you later
I'll be doing fine
I will miss you too
But i ought to do it

Don't let tears came
I'll be with you every day
I'll think of you every minute
Our memories can't be erased

You were always behind me
Looking after me, cheering me up
I won't forget the memories we lived
You whispered in my ears, those sweet verses

That's just a see you soon
I will miss you too my dear
When I'll think of you
I'll be calm, watching the moon

You always offered me your shoulder
When I needed to cry
You always listened to me
And adviced me your best

I'll be back very soon
It will be just a month
But I'll feel it as a century
Till I meet you again

I won't forget the way you looked at me
I won't forget the moments that we lived
There's no room for tears and sadness
I promise you to be back next sunday

I won't forget the hugs you gave me
The way you looked at me that sweetly
I won't leave you my love
That's just a see you soon

----

You are the food I need
You are the water I drink
You are the air I breath
You are my life, my friend

We'll always be together
There's no place for tears and weakness
I'll be with you again
When you'll open your eyes

I will miss you too, darling
'Cause you are my life, love
You are the light I need
When I'm in the dark

There's no need to cry
I will meet you soon
I won't forget our days
I won't broke that promise

When you'll feel low
ask the wind, call my name
I'll be right next to you
Don't you feel down

I can't leave you,
I will never do it
'Cause I need you daily
as the light needs the shadow

Ariadna Squire Damique
(25/08/2007)

Mrs Nobody

2008-02-28T11:20:00.002+01:00

Mrs Nobody

Where's the silent girl now
Where is her shadow today?
nobody wonder about it
nobody miss Mrs Nobody

the dark girl came silent
just sat and don't talks
pretending to be different
when is as all us

lost in the flown
of this unknown river
that one called life
where we all sail

wanted to live fast
pretending humility
but driving a fast car
with which she crashed

nobody cried for Mrs Nobody
nobody worried about her leaving
she left so sudden
as fast as she lived

nobody talks about that girl now
crash on a car is not so popular
people still remember that guy
talkative, that crashed with a bike

all your future has gone away
it won't be back, be sure of that
is just dust in the wind now
just like the silent words that you said

lived as fast as a thunder
make up all herself, in dark
to hide her real face
trying to be different

she felt fine that way
but she surely knews
she was a sheep, like us
looking for a path to follow

the wolf found her, hid on a corner
and bite her on the road
a tiring summer, new fast car
all was fine till it crashed on a wall

where's the silent girl now
the dark girl came silent
she wanted to live fast
nobody cried for Mrs Nobody

Ariadna Squire Damique
(05/12/2007)

give me a reason

2008-02-28T11:20:00.001+01:00

give me a reason

why to wake up this morning?
all is dark and blue for me
i forgot all i've learnt
i can't breath anymore

my face is sad
my sight is lost
but it don't even shows
how deeply bad i feel.

i want to find it again
a reason to keep my faith
a reason that makes me smile
something to feel i'm alive

i feel lost in that maze
the more i run to escape
the more it grows around

i made a sea
with all the tears
that had drop off my eyes
help me not to sink in that sea

why to wake up this morning
my sight is lost
give me a reason to smile
'cause all i want has gone

i don't remember yet
when was the last time that i felt fine
when all that sadness begun

i don't know how to find
a reason to feel good
do you have a cure
for that illness that i have?

i had hold on too many things
i carried the world on my back
like Atlas did as punishement
my back hurts for all that

who poisoned me with that
this blue feeling thad digs on me
deep, deep, like the cut of a knife
there's glass around, a room of glass

sometimes i feel canned
like if i were a pet
and all the rest looks from above
help to escape from this maze

i wonder every morning
how did i got here?
did i built it? I want to be free
how could i had slaved myself?

how to escape
there's a glass around me
down a sea of my tears
i'm in a tiny room of a maze

there's any chance to escape yet?
there's any cure for that illness?
I want to leave that weight
that had trapped me in more and more

help me not to sink in that sea
to cure the poison that digs me
you see my worst side now

some years ago all shine around
nothing was that sadly blue
i want to keep the hope
i want to feel it all again, love

just your eyes were so light blue
and looked straight at mines, staring
it made me smile and breath
i want to feel it again, be free

you are the last memory of my past
i want you back, i wish every second
i can't do anything now, past hurts

free of the chain that slaved me
i can breath again, feel renewed
leaving the room of glass that i had built
watching the sea that i made.

i still feel pain, but you tenderly whisper
clearly to my ear, offering me your help
so i wake up and ask, a bit afraid
could you help me to walk again?

i'm afraid of that is to come
i feel i'm not ready for all that
many changes in few time
would you be patience and guide me?

Ariadna Squire Damique
(01 december 2007)

Light my way

2008-02-28T11:19:00.001+01:00

light my way

you left me too soon
we all weren't ready for
i think now that you knew it
you prepared yourself for

but i can't help it
every time i remember
my heart brokes in pieces
i blame myself for everything

i just wanted you to stay
you were the reason of my life

you were the guide i needed
your departur thought me more than books
the show must go on, all said to me
that's what i try everyday

i still can see your smile
your dark eyes, not joy not sad
them bright when saw me happy
you are my angel now

you are the messenger i waited for
you thought me the harder lesson
be brave, breath and go on

i want to thank your effort
that's why i'm still here

everyday i think of you
there's nothing more i can do
i pray for your every night
asking God to care you

i still remember you, as yesterday
what happened pains my soul
there's nothing now, but keep hope
i'm sure you are in heaven dear

i'll fight each day for you
with the same strong that you had
i'll pray to God as you did
honest and pure, like an angel

when all was dark
you always lighted my way

i did my best always
not to make you sad
i'll do my best now
to make you proud

be yourself, don't mind the rest
be pure, honest, pure soul, you said
going on without you is not easy
but i'll do it for you now

i'll walk for you, breath for you
you are the light of my way
All I'll do it'll be for you
nothing will be enough to thank you

all I can do is pray each day
all I will get will be for you
there's my only arm left
since you've gone

(29/10/2007)
Ariadna Squire Damique

Like a Leaf (nuevo poema)

2008-02-28T11:16:00.000+01:00

Like a leaf

wind blows strong
it can't stand more
it brokes and falls
as i'm feeling now

surfing in the wind
no destination chosed
feeling blue and sad
till i crash in the sand

it got old and broke
it broke and fall
it falls to the sand
useless and sad

it was green, and new
it felt all so good
it got dark and brown
it falled down

part of it made paper
to let people write in
part of it made wood
to give people forniture

it felt as the bad part
of all of the good thing
as bad as that little girl
that stands in the party

people pass over it
people don't mind of it
the little old leaf

what matters is the whole thing
what's important is the tree
but the leaf wanted to be free
so it left quick

what if you feel sad and blue
what if you have nobody to talk to
what if you have no tree
and wants things to change

you needs to be couraged enough
to leave and go alone
you needs to feel confident
to choose the better

now what matters is you
you are alone, old and free
things have just start
wait for things to come

go and fly by yourself
don't worry to fall down
it won't happen again
you have learned enough

go and be free
be what you want to
don't worry anymore
it was just a leaf

don't fear to walk alone
ready to go, start
do things by your own
surf in the wind

like the leaf on the sand
of the tree you've planted
don't feel more blue and sad
just wait for things to come

Ariadna Squire Damique
(26/02/08 Tuesday)

Poema: Cuando todo acabe

2005-06-14T15:51:00.000+02:00

Cuando todo acabe

Acabó ya el tiempo
en que reías alegre
acabaron los días
que iluminaban tu risa.

Todo quedó atrás
sin remedio y rumbo
deviste avanzar
hacia ningún lugar.

Ya no quedan lágrimas
por derramar, y ahora
tu alma no puede serguir.

Paraste cansada a reposar
tras un largo caminar
que acaba en ningún lugar.

Quedaste atrapada en el tiempo
entre el día y la noche
entre luces y sombras
trastaste avanzar en vano.

Repentinamente hayaste el modo
de seguir adelante, quizás
pero ya era tarde, pensaste.

Esa mirada te llenó
te dijo tanto sin hablar
y ambos lo supisteis
ninguno luchó en contra.

El tiempo ha pasado
y debes volver a tu lugar
pero no puedes volver ahora
no quieres luchar más

Es tarde para volver
es tarde para seguir
lágrimas y lágrimas te mecen
y de adormeces.

Le ves a tu lado
os véis juntos y felices
pasaron los años veloces
y seguís siendo felices.

De pronto despiertas
y amarga descubres
que sólo fue un sueño
dulce e irreal quimera.

Sólo fue una sombra
que aparecía en la noche
y se marchaba al despertar.

Ariadna Squire Damique

(13/06/05 Lunes)

Poemas en inglés: (3) I'll always remember

2005-01-29T14:07:00.000+01:00

I'll always remember

let´s begin a new day
i said myself today
but i can´t get it again
i can´t keep hiding this

i know i must try to relax
so i wake up and get ready
now i go out for a walk
i leave home and go far

i'm on street and don´t know why
i don't know where to go
at home all make me sad.

i leave my keays
but i shouldn't go back
i look the people and sky
then i close my eyes and breath
and i begin to walk away.

i rememebr all the time i spent
but something is wrong
i was trying to leave you

i turn my way, just against
and walk in the other side
i walked trought the streets
and end in a field

i feel myself there, im free
i just lie next a walk
see the sky, feel the wind
feel the sea, see the birds

i can cry what i want
i can feel like a bird
i can crowl in the sea
i can fly on my mind

i spent more than an hour there
some people come and pass me near
no one stop to talk
just welcome with the hand

i heard a noise
and i hide next a tree
spring is coming
birds are loving

there are a couple
that come next to me
and stand in front the sea
then they go to beach.

i remember the time we spent
felt the sand trought my hands
felt the waves on my skin
time i feel lost now.

i decide to go back home
but before i leave there
a letter devoted.

i come back there just
half a year later
i feel better than ever
i´m alone but free.

i arrive there and
i search the letter
the pen is still there
on the bottle i kept it.

i slept there an hour
the same couple is there
they look at me and smile.

i hear the rythm of waves
i feel the wind again
a leaf stop on my shoulder.

i look back and see
a guy with my letter
he come near to me
and began to speak

i like a lot this lyrics
i imagine you´re looking for it
and i come here everyday
just to give you back

i´m quiet it never happend before
don't worry keep it if you like
i´ll devote it if you want
he stop and look at me

you´ve devote my soul
you singed my skin
you keep me breath
you make me beat again

the noon is falling
his light eyes look at me
i get up again,
that was a dream?

Ariadna Squire Damique
23/10/2004 Satuday

Publicado originalmente en Forum coldplaying.com

Poemas en inglés: (2) Sounds

2005-01-13T01:02:00.000+01:00

Sounds

Someone made a call
to your lonely heart
did you heard it?

You didn´t answer it,
is your line busy?
is it still engaged?

You are still at home, now
why don´t answer it?
Are you still blind?
Are you too shy?

Now your mind
can´t stop to guess
who called you?

You just come for a walk
you though you saw that man

he seem to be so far
you saw him like a shadow
you are not sure, who is him?

have someone ever
managed your fells?

you are still alive
you survive again
from your own ashes

The phone is ringing again
you were sleeping
you were still lyed on your bed
thinking, who is calling again?

this sound is like a clock
burning up the hour to wake up
to make you beat again

you are still in the darkness
but you get the phone
someone ask you your name

you just said your name
and he left a short sentence
like a second clue
like a friend´s advice

"Have your heart ever been managed?
have you ever feel deeply lonely?
have you ever had a crush?

me too, i can´t
i´m still in a jail
and i only could be free
if you help me, please"

he sounded like a whisper
like a sweet wave
that remembers you your old times
you imagine yourself younger
but can´t guess who is him?

Ariadna Squire Damique
09/12/2004 Thursday

Publicado originalmente en Forum coldplaying.com

Poemas en inglés: (1) Statues

2005-01-04T23:25:00.000+01:00

Statues

There are statues
on the square
are made of metal
silver, bronze
all them are mens
kings, conquerors,
warriors, presidents
only old mens
cold shadows
then you decided
to go to an expo
there are some pics
of people you don´t know
people you see on streets
a man is there look at pics
then you go to visit the museum
because this man told you about it
you unknown him
but you believed him
you also see statues there
women statues mades by stone
strong, they keep eternity
you look around
and you feel alone
looking at a wall
you feel someone breathing near you
you look behind you
and there is a men
the same men you saw before
you feel the wind
then you look in front of you
now you are alone again
look at the floor
there is a note, a letter
for you? from who?
did this man leave it there?
is like a clue of a game
i´m a friend you don´t know
or not? then try to find the truth
you are looking for your true
then just follow this clue"
there´s an address in the note
you decided to go home
and forget all was happened today
you look a book
and you can´t see the faces
are like shadows in front your eyes
you are blind now, you can´t know people,
you don´t know why and are so scared
you look yourself in a mirror
you only see shadows and light behind you
does this anything to do about the clue?
is late, all your room is dark
then you try to sleep
you have nightmares
you only see shadows
because your heart is blind
your heart is becoming a stone
like statues you saw before.

Ariadna Squire Damique
06/11/2004 Saturday.

Publicado originalmente en Forum coldplaying.com

Chavs, townies, neds, jippos y otros

2004-11-26T21:56:00.000+01:00

Bazzas, Charvers, Chavs, Chavvies, Dillholes, Hardos, Hood Rats, Janners, Jippos, Kappa Slappers, Kevs, Neds, Pikies, Ratboys, Scallies, Scroats, Scutters, Skangers, Spides, Steeks, Stigs, Townies, Wankers, Yarcos.

Por cualquiera de estos nombres se conoce a un movimiento juvenil que parece haberse iniciado en Newcastle y Glasgow, o sea en Inglaterra y Escocia, cuyas señas de identidad son:

Llevar chandal de marcas como Adidas o Nike de tallas un poco grandes bien visible o si no llevan chandal exhiben una camiseta de alguna selección de fútbol (la suya u otra que haya ganado recientemente).

Una gorra de visera muy abombada (ya se venden incluso así).

Gustos musicales del momento (de ese mes, los que aparezcan en tops de radio o televisión tipo MTV y similares), principalmente de los géneros Rap (sólo los chicos debido a sus letras de contenido misógino y sexista), R&B (sólo las chicas debido a su letras más románticas), y Dance (común para ambos sexos cuando van a las discotecas).

Si tienen edad para conducir, e incluso antes, son apasiodados del "tunning" y llegan a gastarse una fortuna en adornarlos, por supuesto cuando circulan en sus vehículos "hacen disfrutar" a todos los ciudadanos de sus "gustos musicales".

Los chicos suelen llevar el pelo muy corto, sin "piercings" ni tatuajes.

Sus gustos cinematograficos se limitan poco más que a peliculas de acción, donde se exhibe la alta tecnología, y con violencia gratuita, "A todo gas", "Romeo debe morir" son dos ejemplos.

Como amantes de la alta tecnología siempre tienen en sus manos el movil de ultima generacion del momento. Y cuando están en casa sólo ven la televisión de canales satélite, pricipalmente musicales.

Su mascota preferida será siempre un perro de raza agresiva (Pittbull).

Su lema es "hazte el dueño de la calle¹" y por tanto siempre se hacen notar allí por donde pasan.

Asaltan a jóvenes que no son de sus tribus (pidiendo dinero y robandoles su móviles).

Suelen iniciarse cuando son teenagers de la primera generación (12 a 14 años).

Es raro no encontrarlos en el McDonals más cercano y con un botellín de sidra o cerveza en la mano.

Hacen algún escarceo con las drogas principalmente pastillas y porros, pero pueden ser sesiones de una noche entera de fiesta.

Sus ídolos a seguir son: Christina Aguilera, Jennifer Lopez, David y Victoria Beckham, 50 cent, Eminem, Mike Skinner, Mutya de Sugababes, Brian Harvey, Wayne Rooney.

En España, estas tribus podrían ser fans de Enrique Iglesias, los Djs del momento, Estopa, (¹recordemos la semejanza entre el lema de esta tribu y el titulo del ultimo album del grupo: "¿la calle es tuya?".), Andy y Lucas, Camela, Junior Miguez, Shakira, Kylie Minogue, Keanu Reeves,Fernando Torres, Jose Antonio Reyes, Ronaldo, Roberto Carlos, Michael Owen, Samuel E'too, Ronaldinho.

Otras aficiones son la practica del skate y ciclismo en pistas de skate, muy común en hispanoamerica y España.

Es frecuente que puesto que practican el sexo sin medidas, las chicas queden embarazadas.

Presumen de tener poca cultura, tienen mal resultado escolar.

Según ellos lleva al menos 20 años de existencia esta subcultura, en mi modesta opinion es la versión de las pandillas americanas de la decada de los 80, trasladadas a Europa desde finales de los 90.

El equivalente sudamericano podrían ser las maras (aunque éstos exiben tatuajes y piercings a veces y son agresivos incluso entre ellos mismos), cuya variación en España ha dado origen a grupos como los Latin Kings.

Así podemos ver la progresiva y floreciente epoca que están viviendo, porque este movimiento se está extendiendo en paises de Europa recien incorporados a la unión o en tramite de ello a través de la ideología que difunden los cantantes de rap y los filmes ya mencionados.

Para saber más de ésta nueva tribu: visíten estos enlaces en inglés.
ChavScum
Web más completa y veterana.
Newcastlestuff
GlasgowSurvival

Darren´s Corner
Página Web personal, que se centra en un caso (Devvo), tiene a disposicion videos.

(Notas: en español este es el primer articulo que aparece al respecto, el equivalente podría ser jinchos o chavales).

Firefox gana terreno a Internet Explorer

2004-10-15T18:29:00.000+02:00

Microsoft, una vez que ha monopolizado el mercado del navegador, ha abandonado completamente su desarrollo durante años, a excepción de pequeñas actualizaciones destinadas a cubrir los permanentes fallos de seguridad. Mientras, una pequeña fundación que hace software libre logra por primera vez en años arrebatar cuota de mercado al gigante.

Ver artículo completo de Eduardo Pedreño en Libertad Digital

La España que nos mereciamos

2004-07-18T20:18:00.000+02:00

La ecuacion es muy simple:
A= iespana
B= vivendi universal interactive
C= grupo prisa
D= gobierno actual (psoe)

Iespana era una empresa que funcionaba mas o menos bien.
Muy poca gente duda que el gobierno actual mas que en las urnas ganó gracias al grupo prisa.
Al grupo prisa le van mas la pelas que a un tonto un lapiz.
Uno de los socios externos del grupo prisa es Vivendi.

Resolucion de la ecuación:

D{[(A)/(B^C)]}

O lo que es igual la política de transparencia anunciada por el gobierno nos ha jodido a todos los que teniamos alojada allí una web o algún otro servicio gratuito y encima sin previo aviso.

Hablando más claramente hemos perdido un servicio que hasta ahora era gratis (alojamiento de webs en mi caso), que dado la voracidad y la facilidad que tienen de hacerlo todo pelas el grupo prisa, más su socio externo vivandi, pues no sé dónde vamos a llegar.

Por cierto localicé esta web que me ha dado motivo para pensar el desarrollo de la ecuacion.

http://www.smsarena.com/iespana/

Pues tiene las mismas sedes y promotores con la diferencia de que el usuario no tiene los servicios gratuitos, a cambio tiene servicios de ganancia para ellos, como es: logos y tonos para móvil.

Sorprendente cambio. Esta era la España que nos mereciamos mejor.

¿Imagen milagrosa?

2004-07-18T19:08:00.000+02:00

En el verano de 1.998, la mágica noche de San Juan.yo tenía, 12 años. Como cada año nos disponíamos a participar en
la quema de la hoguera de nuestro barrio.
Entre quema y quema de una nueva serie de petardos de los que había adquirido unos días antes, vi un viejecito que se acercó a la hoguera (aun sin prender) y vació una bolsa que contenía cartas, fotos, etc.

Llegó por fín las 24:00, (el primer minuto del día 24 de julio) hora en que en mi barrio se prende la mejor hoguera de la zona, dos horas más tarde, cuando la hoguera se había reducido a unos rescoldos que aún llameaban con unos 10 o 20 centimetros de altura en algunos puntos, en una de mis visitas a la hoguera para coger un trozo de tea con fuego en la punta y hacer una de esas hogueritas (que habitualmente hacíamos), me dí cuenta de que algunas cartas y fotografías de las que había echado el viejecito a la hoguera no estaban quemadas del todo incluso algunas no se habían dañado, y descubrí entre ellas una tablilla, que hasta entonces no la había visto (**), que tenía una imagen de una virgen con un niño, Y NO LA HABÍA TOCADO EL FUEGO.

Escaneada dicha tabla me he encontrado con caras y figuras que en próximos días publicaré.

Historia completa en PDF

Protección de correo en MSN

2004-07-11T19:04:00.000+02:00

Para proteger tu correo del spam y correos no solicitados sigue estas instrucciones:
En tu correo vé a “Opciones de correo).
Pulsa “Protección frente al correo no deseado” y a continuación “Filtro de correo no deseado”.
Ponlo en modo Exclusivo y acepta.
Vuelve a “Opciones de Contactos” y pulsa “Lista Segura”.
Ahora añade los correos que sí deseas recibir, de amistades, familia, grupos, trabajo, etc.
Nota: A partir de ahora tendrás portección de correo no deseado de un modo gratuito, las unicas pegas son que si otro contacto te manda un correo y no lo tienes en tu lista no te llegará el mail.

Con ojos inocentes

2004-07-06T19:17:00.000+02:00

Con ojos inocentes
Con ojos inocentes
para no olvidar lo que fue
para imaginar lo que será
para vivir como siempre
olvidando lentamente.
Razonando sin temor
con energía
con inocencia
disfrutando la verdad
creyendo que todo es paz
deseando no crecer
para no descrubrir la verdad
porque ¿es todo
como creermos?
¿de veras todo es paz?
© Ariadna Squire
Verano 2000

Parece mentira

2004-06-29T20:53:00.000+02:00

PARECE MENTIRA

Hoy es más frío que antes
porque ayer no te ví
oh por fin no me hagas sufrir
ven lantemente
y hablame solo una vez
creo que algo me has de contar
acércate a mi y mirame
mirame solo una vez de verdad

Parece mentira
después de tanto tiempo
ya nos distanciamos
ya no me miras
cuando pasas por mi lado
yo no sabía lo que sentías
jamás hablamos
y yo no sabía nada de tí

Tras más de 10 años viéndonos
todos los días
tú no me dices nada
y al paso que ibas
no me mirarías ni
en la universidad

Tampoco hay que fingir
solo quiero la verdad
¿qué sientes tu por mí?
solo quiero la verdad
todos dicen que me amas
pero yo no veo nada
quiero que me hables
no basta con mirar
quiero que me cuentes
la verdad de lo que sientes

Parece mentira
después de tanto tiempo
que por otros sepa la verdad
tu voz no puedo oír
tu garganta no dice nada
tus ojos no veo más
ya tu no me miras
pero sé que tú me amas
pero no me dices nada

© Ariadna Squire
2001

Chateando

2004-06-29T20:23:00.000+02:00

CHATEANDO

Ánimo que estamos en verano
hace un sol abrasador
pero todos somos hermanos
cantemos un poco
para animarnos
y con unos versos
refrescarnos

Es la brisa de la vida
la solución al calor
sin huir a tierras frías
el remedio del temor
de la ira y el horror

Es el arma más pura
la belleza en la Tierra
sin importar las lenguas

Es el máximo honor
es lo único que nadie discute
la música es libertad
es la libertad sin guerras

El lema de la vida y la paz
alivia todos los problemas
cura todas las heridas
es la música la libertad

© Ariadna Squire
1 de julio de 2.001

34 lineas dobles

2004-06-29T20:19:00.000+02:00

34 LINEAS DOBLES

Acompañada por el estruendo del silencio ausente
ensordecida por el chillido agudo del vacío
acompañada y en soledad

Temiendo y deseando la compañía fugaz
Oh alma solitaria
¿dónde te irás a parar?
Viajante, solitaria

Temerosa, fugaz
viaja sin rumbo a su lugar
lucha sin nada que esquivar
tocada por el afilado y cortante filo de la ausencia
triste y alegre no estar
deseando volver atrás o acercarse al umbral del cenit
gritando en silencio por la libertad
manos vacías, alma llena de tristeza
llora, ríe, grita, vive, sueña
en soledad
temerosa de compañía
miedosa del vacío
vertiginosa lentitud al camino
retrocede o avanza sin destino
siguiendo el camino
escuchando el silencio
observando el vacío mundo actual
luchando por no ser apresada por la multitud
odiada, solitaria
no entendida

Libertad, la que añoras ¿se te escapa?
Huye, o la sigues al final
al fin del camino
¿que encontrarás?

Repetirás tu antecesor camino
o cambiarás tu sino
lucha sin miedo
contra el vacío de la multitud
voces sordas gritan en el silencio
ausencia de razón o dominio del sentimiento
reflexiona sin sentido
dando tumbos por los muros
la multitud silenciosa que acompaña en el camino
camina sobre el pensamiento
huye del destino
sin temor
pasa lento y silencioso
el futuro a tu alrededor
llena el vacío de la ausencia de la multitud
con recuerdos tristes
pero recuerdos con amor
recuerdos de lo que fue
que te retienen haciendote avanzar
sentimiento temido
seguir al azar
o guiarse por el pasado
caminos cruzados
avanzas sin mirar
miradas ausentes
que observan el silencio
multitud vagante de gentes
vacías de recuerdos
que lucha por vivir sin sentido
gritan sin oir al vacío
soledad punzante
que cambias la vida
grita más alto
aún no te rindas
alivia tus penas
que escuchen tu voz
la multitud vacía

© Ariadna Squire
Año 2.002

¿Nunca sentiste algo así?

2004-06-28T19:56:00.000+02:00

¿NUNCA SENTÍSTE ALGO ASÍ?

Ven, acércate
sosiégate
siéntate
y hablemos.

Mírame y dime
¿nunca sentíste
lo que yo sentía?
y si era así
¿porqué decías
lo que decías?
Dime que no me querias

Sé valiente y dílo
¿Si no sentías nada
porqué me lo decías?

No temas nada
cierra los ojos
y hablame
sólo abre tu sentir
¿porqué viniste
sin aviso,
por accidente?

Si viniste así
¿porqué no te atreves
a seguir?
¿porqué te vas
como viniste?
A caso ¿me temes?

Pensé que eras
más valiente
y ¿me equivoqué?
Mirame con tu alma
y dime
¿Es mentira lo que digo?
¿Acaso solo fuiste
una fantasía?
¿Tu no exístes?

O acaso
¿mi llegada
a alterado tu mundo?
No creí ser tan poderosa

No me mires cabizbajo
y respóndeme
tan sólo quiero oír
de tu boca salir
un sí o un no

Atrévete y dime algo
Yo nunca te mentí
A caso ¿tu sí?

Tengo muchas preguntas
pero no hayo respuesta.
Si fuiste capaz
de hablarme de tí
sin temor
¿será que lo que sentías
era amor?

¿Porqué ahora no lo tienes?
Acaso ahora ¿me temes?
Si es así
dime ¿porqué?
y lo cambiaré.

Pero dimelo
hablándome
con tu sentir.
Y no me mires
desde otro mundo.

Hablame con tu alma
pues yo así lo hacía.
Sólo necesito saber
tan solo una pregunta
¿no lo sentías?

Acaso lo nuestro
¿eran castillos en el aire?
Nuestras palabras
¿quien se las llevó?

¿Porqué te fuiste?
Lo que va vuelve
Porqué ¿tu no?
¿no te atreves?

Sólo dime sí no
dímelo con tu alma
muéstramelo
con un gesto
pero no te quedes ausente.

¿Qué te deslumbró de mí?
Acaso ¿ya no brillo para tí?
¿Te quedaste eclipsado
y temiste no volver
á brillar solo?

¿Algo te dice que borres
a ésta luz de tu vida?
¿No crees que pueda ser
la luz de tu túnel?

Sólo respóndeme
con tu alma
y dímelo con un gesto
dime sí o no
pero no estés callado.

Háblame con tu sentir
como yo lo hice
¿nunca sentíste algo así?

© Ariadna Squire
06 de diciembre de 2003

Lejos

2004-06-28T19:37:00.000+02:00

LEJOS

Lejos de la Tierra
Lejos de la luz
Lejos del amor
Lejos del calor humano

El pensamiento está vacío
Cruzas pensando por el río
Rodeado de miedo y frío

Lejos de tu Tierra
Lejos de tu Alma

Vive añorando el pasado
Vive paseando por el futuro
Atraviesa un río de lágrimas
Cruzando un mar de Esperanza
En que un día encontrarás
La auténtica libertad
Tu vida vas crear
Solito caminarás ya
Procurando no vagar
Por la Soledad
A mandando en los demás

Luchando por la Paz
Tu opinión vale más
Añorando tu hogar
Deseando volver ya
Llorando en el pasillo

Como cuando eras niño
Temes el futuro
Crees que vivir es duro
Pero debes ser uno
Tener pensamiento puro

Añorando a los demás
Enterate ya
Sólo tu vida crearás
Piensa en los demás
Cuída de ti
Crece ya
El futuro no es tan mal

© Ariadna Squire
13 de octubre de 2.000

El sonido me parece tan lejano

2004-06-28T19:20:00.000+02:00

EL SONIDO ME PARECE TAN LEJANO

Y el sonido me parece
tan lejano
tan ausente
tan vacío

Y es que siento
que mi mente
viaja libre
eternamente

No oigo el ruído
no siento el miedo
no siento el mundo
solo siento el viento

Resonante volador
sin ningún temor
viajante
deambulante
como un ave
de flor en flor
avispado trovador
de recuerdos

Siento que es
morador de sueños
y plagada de recuerdos
voló libre por el viento
mi mente y sentimiento
que jamás olvidaré así
que viví, sí
pues feliz o no,

Todos debemos seguir
nuestro destino hasta el fin
y jamás olvidaré
de que viví sí
o al menos pasé
por aquí
de puntillas danzantes
o directa a la vida

Y nunca olvidaré
que aquí yo
sentí, crecí, soñé
respiré, latí, lloré
temí, estudié
observé, aprendí
enseñé

Sincera
al menos viví

© Ariadna Squire
27 de julio de 2.002

El Perdón

2004-06-27T20:57:00.000+02:00

EL PERDÓN

Perdona
por si alguna vez no te escuché
pero que sepas
no te olvidaré

Perdona
por si alguna vez no te hablé
pero que sepas
alguna vez te lloré

Perdona
por si alguna vez no te miré
pero que sepas
que yo siempre te recordaré

© Ariadna Squire
22 de septiembre de 2.002

Cerca del ventanal

2004-06-27T16:26:00.000+02:00

CERCA DEL VENTANAL

Ven, corre
y acercate
al ventanal
de tu balcón

Te llamó
la atención
el oirme
llorar

Me atrajo
a tu ventana
la brisa
de tus suspiros

Asómate
sin miedo
yo no miré
nunca más

Observo
como me miras
tras tu cristal

Suspiro y ruego
por nunca verte llorar
mas luego, ahora sí
déjame acercarme

Cerca, cerca, cerquita, cerca
me acerco a tu puerta
pero tengo miedo de llamar

Asómate de nuevo
a tu ventanal
que quiero perderme
en tu mirar

© Ariadna Squire
16 de abril de 2.002

Presentación

2004-06-27T15:57:00.000+02:00

Después de una cierta experiencia como creadora de algunas webs:
Dedicada al grupo británico Coldplay

Personal con algunas poesías mías

Sobre cine español, iberoamericano y europeo

Mi web de descargas

Después de participar en foros, grupos y visitar weblogs, y cercana a cumplir los 18 años, he decidido crear mi primer weblog, en el que tengan reflejo aqui desde mis "manias", "inspiraciones" o cualquier noticia por este medio o los tradicionales que merezca mi comentario.
Así todos podremos hablar con libertad de los temas que vayan surgiendo, a los que intentaremos dar una buena revisión, para ver si así conseguimos "arreglar el mundo" a nuestra manera.

Si quieren saber mi opinión dada en otros foros visítenlos:
Iblnews (La papisa Juana)
Foro Coldplaying (ariadnasquire)